Subdued by madness reality severe Pervading my mind, and my actions for years Flashbacks of combat, now hinder the skills Once possessed to gain victory through kills Symptoms increase Reliving fear, visions will not cease Conflicts arise Once on the field, now inside my mind Lucid no more Haunted by actions for life I endure The past invades Searing within, my soul is now decayed Deemed unfit to serve and obey Restraining dementia, through war I obtained Shell of a man, I have become Tolls of warfare, sanity has done Now in sickness my life declines Lunacy ruling... now ruling my life Subdued by madness reality severe Pervading my mind, and my actions for years Flashbacks of combat, hinder the skills Once possessed to gain victory through kills Symptoms increase Reliving fear, visions will not cease Conflicts arise Once on the field, now within my mind Lucid no more Haunted by actions for life I endure The past invades Searing within, my soul is now decayed Symptoms increase Reliving fear, visions will not cease Conflicts arise Once on the field, now within my mind