[00:00.00] 作词 : Martin Santiago/Dave James/Fernando Miranda/Chris Mackey [00:01.00] 作曲 : Martin Santiago/Dave James/Fernando Miranda/Chris Mackey [00:12.25]I don't really wanna [00:15.22]Wanna be a wannabe [00:18.44]I can see them watching [00:21.50]But you just know what you see [00:24.52]Everybody's got their problems [00:34.31]So why they throwing stones at me [00:31.27]I know I'm not perfect [00:34.52]But you still said I'm clean [00:37.64]Wow [00:51.22]Me and God ain't talking much [00:53.14]I don't feel like I'm enough [00:54.86]Try to smile and say I'm good [00:56.23]But I feel like I'm giving up [00:57.90]Every day is another fight [00:59.38]Some days I wish I don't wake up [01:00.99]The other day my Mother called [01:02.34]And said she's worried bout her son [01:04.42]I don't trust in anyone [01:05.66]Switching churches every month [01:07.32]I tried to tell my pastor friend [01:08.89]He told me chill, you'll be just fine [01:10.61]What kinda advice is that [01:12.32]Where do leaders go to bleed [01:13.77]You mean to say, just hide your scars, 'cause no one feels the same as me [01:17.39]Dang [01:18.09]When are we gonna be real [01:19.70]I know we got some real issues, but my God, He still heals [01:23.04]I was mentally exhausted [01:24.68]All these songs I kept forcing [01:26.14]I used to say no days off [01:27.94]'Cause I thought I'm supposed to [01:29.41]But that's not how it works [01:31.11]Jesus often withdrew [01:32.52]Reconnected to the Father, who am I without you [01:35.80]I'm done doing this alone, I know my God will come through [01:39.07]I know the valleys don't last but the warriors do [01:41.93]I don't really wanna [01:44.77]Wanna be a wannabe [01:48.01]I can see them watching [01:51.06]But you just know what you see [01:54.23]Everybody's got their problems [01:57.31]So why they throwing stones at me [02:00.65]I know I'm not perfect [02:03.79]But you still said I'm clean [02:07.31]Wow [02:21.10]Just wanna walk in my calling, but I get in the way [02:24.37]Sometimes I feel that I'm falling, like I've been led astray [02:27.83]And the world's been a cold place lately [02:30.67]So, I dress warm, trust God, and pray for better days [02:34.22]Every day I'm reminded of your amazing grace [02:37.05]But even though I know, I end up falling flat on my face [02:40.62]I never want to be somebody I'm not [02:42.90]So, I pray You keep me grounded, plant my feet on the rock [02:46.21]Whenever they try to throw one You just throw up a block [02:49.44]Protecting and keeping me from going over the top [02:52.46]And as the world turns I'm gonna hold on tighter than [02:55.84]I ever have before, I gotta grip like Spider-Man [02:59.77]And I pray like it's the job I always wanted [03:02.16]For love and serenity to be present the way You planned it [03:06.31]And I know sometimes I don't understand it [03:08.78]But it's the peace of God that surpasses all understanding [03:11.28]I don't really wanna [03:14.44]Wanna be a wannabe [03:17.70]I can see them watching [03:20.65]But you just know what you see [03:23.75]Everybody's got their problems [03:26.98]So why they throwing stones at me [03:30.24]I know I'm not perfect [03:33.32]But You still said I'm clean [03:36.74]I don't really wanna [03:39.85]Wanna be a wannabe [03:43.11]I can see them watching [03:46.16]But you just know what you see [03:49.46]Everybody's got their problems [03:52.54]So why they throwing stones at me [03:55.81]I know I'm not perfect [03:58.70]But You still said I'm clean [04:02.29]Wow