| Song | Emmanuel |
| Artist | Ameer Vann |
| Album | EMMANUEL |
| [00:12.490] | It's so hard to say, "I'm sorry," it's so hard to self reflect |
| [00:16.490] | Make the world a better place, I'll put a ****** in my head |
| [00:19.190] | I'm still runnin' outta friends, steady runnin' from the past |
| [00:22.490] | Ain't no lil' piece of heaven, all these demons that I have |
| [00:25.490] | I am broken, I am tired, I am lonely and depressed |
| [00:28.890] | I am made up of mistakes, I'll start goin' down the list |
| [00:32.190] | I'm a product of my father, I'm a addict like my sister |
| [00:35.190] | I'm so sick, I need a doctor |
| [00:36.490] | Spent some time in institutions back at home with my mama |
| [00:40.190] | Had to run away to Houston |
| [00:41.490] | Had a girl, she was a goddess, I ****ed up and had to lose her |
| [00:44.790] | I see darkness all around me, put my soul into the music |
| [00:48.190] | I am always ****in' doubting my every single movement |
| [00:51.190] | I saw violence in my home, I seen shit I can't forget |
| [00:54.490] | I got anxieties and tendencies and memories repressed |
| [00:57.790] | Rip this shit up off my chest, put these niggas in a clip |
| [01:00.490] | Press the muzzle to my face and pull the trigger, now I'm— |
| [01:04.490] | It's so hard to end it all, I wanna try to make it right |
| [01:07.490] | It's so hard to live at all, all these obstacles in life |
| [01:10.890] | Make it hard for us all, made a ****-up of my life |
| [01:13.990] | I'd give anything at all to take back a little time |
| [01:23.490] | I'm a beast, I'm a dog, I'm a runaway slave |
| [01:26.490] | I'm like Malcolm, I'm like Martin bein' locked in a cage |
| [01:30.190] | Tell Jesus, "Come and save me, I got goals and a pager" |
| [01:33.490] | Misdemeanors on the papers, El Dorados on the Daytons |
| [01:36.490] | See me float above the pavement |
| [01:38.190] | I'm a ****in' mental patient, that's my ****in' mission statement |
| [01:41.190] | I've been sittin', waitin' patient |
| [01:42.990] | I can hear what niggas sayin', send me curses, see me prayin' |
| [01:46.190] | I could sell a blunt to Satan, all these trenches that I lay in |
| [01:49.490] | All this chaos that I stay in, see my fate and know it's waitin' |
| [01:53.190] | This a new beginning, call me Jesus, king of niggas |
| [01:56.190] | My sermon is delivered, rollin' swishers, writin' scriptures |
| [01:58.890] | Many pains and many issues, this my written crucifixion |
| [02:02.190] | I'ma sing a song of David, I remember Wayne and Baby |
| [02:05.490] | I done seen them niggas leakin' |
| [02:06.990] | Screamin', "Jesus, come and save me" |
| [02:08.890] | I don't know if I'ma make it, I just know that life ain't easy |
| [02:11.490] | Gettin' harder while I'm breathin' |
| [02:13.490] | N**gas die inside of Beamers, they don't even need a reason |
| [02:16.890] | Guns clappin', get to squeezin' |
| [02:18.490] | N**gas killin', it ain't easy |
| [02:20.190] | Rent due and it ain't easy |
| [02:21.490] | Call his name, but he ain't breathin' |
| [02:23.190] | Mama cryin', it ain't easy |
| [02:24.890] | Hard times, it ain't easy |
| [02:27.190] | It ain't easy |
| [00:12.490] | It' s so hard to say, " I' m sorry," it' s so hard to self reflect |
| [00:16.490] | Make the world a better place, I' ll put a in my head |
| [00:19.190] | I' m still runnin' outta friends, steady runnin' from the past |
| [00:22.490] | Ain' t no lil' piece of heaven, all these demons that I have |
| [00:25.490] | I am broken, I am tired, I am lonely and depressed |
| [00:28.890] | I am made up of mistakes, I' ll start goin' down the list |
| [00:32.190] | I' m a product of my father, I' m a addict like my sister |
| [00:35.190] | I' m so sick, I need a doctor |
| [00:36.490] | Spent some time in institutions back at home with my mama |
| [00:40.190] | Had to run away to Houston |
| [00:41.490] | Had a girl, she was a goddess, I ed up and had to lose her |
| [00:44.790] | I see darkness all around me, put my soul into the music |
| [00:48.190] | I am always in' doubting my every single movement |
| [00:51.190] | I saw violence in my home, I seen shit I can' t forget |
| [00:54.490] | I got anxieties and tendencies and memories repressed |
| [00:57.790] | Rip this shit up off my chest, put these niggas in a clip |
| [01:00.490] | Press the muzzle to my face and pull the trigger, now I' m |
| [01:04.490] | It' s so hard to end it all, I wanna try to make it right |
| [01:07.490] | It' s so hard to live at all, all these obstacles in life |
| [01:10.890] | Make it hard for us all, made a up of my life |
| [01:13.990] | I' d give anything at all to take back a little time |
| [01:23.490] | I' m a beast, I' m a dog, I' m a runaway slave |
| [01:26.490] | I' m like Malcolm, I' m like Martin bein' locked in a cage |
| [01:30.190] | Tell Jesus, " Come and save me, I got goals and a pager" |
| [01:33.490] | Misdemeanors on the papers, El Dorados on the Daytons |
| [01:36.490] | See me float above the pavement |
| [01:38.190] | I' m a in' mental patient, that' s my in' mission statement |
| [01:41.190] | I' ve been sittin', waitin' patient |
| [01:42.990] | I can hear what niggas sayin', send me curses, see me prayin' |
| [01:46.190] | I could sell a blunt to Satan, all these trenches that I lay in |
| [01:49.490] | All this chaos that I stay in, see my fate and know it' s waitin' |
| [01:53.190] | This a new beginning, call me Jesus, king of niggas |
| [01:56.190] | My sermon is delivered, rollin' swishers, writin' scriptures |
| [01:58.890] | Many pains and many issues, this my written crucifixion |
| [02:02.190] | I' ma sing a song of David, I remember Wayne and Baby |
| [02:05.490] | I done seen them niggas leakin' |
| [02:06.990] | Screamin', " Jesus, come and save me" |
| [02:08.890] | I don' t know if I' ma make it, I just know that life ain' t easy |
| [02:11.490] | Gettin' harder while I' m breathin' |
| [02:13.490] | N gas die inside of Beamers, they don' t even need a reason |
| [02:16.890] | Guns clappin', get to squeezin' |
| [02:18.490] | N gas killin', it ain' t easy |
| [02:20.190] | Rent due and it ain' t easy |
| [02:21.490] | Call his name, but he ain' t breathin' |
| [02:23.190] | Mama cryin', it ain' t easy |
| [02:24.890] | Hard times, it ain' t easy |
| [02:27.190] | It ain' t easy |