Eat Me

hey, now come here and watch me falling, wish you could enjoy it
but tell me how could i trust you, you'd never ever heard my crying
all the heroes are gone, but i still wait at the doorway, wondering
maybe i am kidding, but i'm not dying
i live in this world with monsters
show me more confusion,
give me more than i want
if you really long for it,
just to feel it
and if you dare,
you can live forever
i'd rather blind my eyes
i live in this world with monsters
i am too shy to be shy
so should i cry
if you dare, you can live forever
well, i feel so good when i am ashamed
when i'm goddamn ashamed, i just feel alright
now watch me again, tell me what can you see inside
yes it's a deformed cripple, shivering with too much shame
i'm the ugly one, the dark one, the weak one
the one you chose, the only one here
i am waiting here so excited, with my honour
hanging on your delight, with nothing to hold
i live in this world with monsters
eat me , please