[00:00.00] 作曲 : Manuel Joseph Walker [00:39.45]I still feel apprehensive [00:43.02]To go on with the way I live [00:47.77]I always forget the person I really am [00:51.74]I always forget I'm a person outside my head [00:56.83]But I can't really kill myself yet [01:00.83]It's ****ed up that I would even consider it [01:05.07]I just live with all this apprehension [01:09.57]Others know I'll always have my compassion [01:13.59]And that's sad [01:15.78]I'm worth more than that [01:17.82]To be thinking constantly [01:22.28]To be worrying, of everything [01:26.74]Even the thoughts that bother me [01:31.69]And what that says 'bout me as a person [01:35.99]I always try my best not to question it [01:40.52]Why the **** do I have to question it? [01:44.90]When I clearly don't even **** with that? [01:48.91]. [02:24.28]I don't want to make my mom cry [02:28.41]I don't want to make my grandma cry [02:32.67]I don't want to make the homies cry [02:36.99]I don't want to make my brother cry [02:41.42]I don't want to make my sisters cry [02:45.76]I don't want to make my nephew cry [02:50.43]I don't want to make myself cry [02:54.65]I don't want to make my girlfriend cry