[00:00.000] 作词 : Benjamin Lasky
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Benjamin Lasky
[00:12.022]I woke up and my eyes were sore
[00:14.246]I gave you every last tear that I had I don't think I can cry no more
[00:17.564]All of this red on my eyes looking like I never gotten high before
[00:20.935]This is not regular love, this shit is a mile more
[00:24.387]I think this is God's way of reminding me I need to smile more
[00:27.768]I played you my song and we sobbed
[00:29.541]This music's beyond just a job
[00:31.147]This music's beyond getting up on my YouTube and dissing
[00:33.322]Some pawn for applause
[00:34.391]I gotta responsibility that's bigger than bullshitting
[00:36.805]All for the mob
[00:37.866]I'm tryna ball while I'm here
[00:38.924]So they don't have to bawl when I'm gone
[00:40.306]Yeah
[00:41.176]Life changed in a year
[00:42.312]Changed in a week
[00:43.263]Changed in a second
[00:44.660]Sang when they didn't hear
[00:45.826]They didn't speak
[00:46.448]They didn't question
[00:48.089]Made my music in fear
[00:49.159]Made it and re
[00:49.991]Framed my perspective
[00:51.567]I hope that it's clear
[00:52.614]Now that you're here
[00:53.498]Came to rescue
[00:53.655]Losing time
[00:55.358]Lemme let you know before I lose my mind yeah
[00:58.663]These days something must be on my side
[01:02.132]If I lose at least I'll tell you that I tried yeah
[01:05.502]That I tried
[01:06.467]Yeah okay
[01:07.732]They say great things take time
[01:09.467]I think time takes great things away though
[01:11.217]Lost all of my idols that had fallen like an angel
[01:12.896]Who knows if they in the clouds with a halo? Who knows?
[01:15.646]I look up to names for help
[01:17.573]But how can our idols save us if they can't even save themselves
[01:20.956]I gotta behave myself
[01:22.823]Gotta remember my start no I will not betray myself
[01:25.318]I been afraid to tell
[01:26.728]So alone so I just braced myself
[01:28.388]I've wanted love since the age of 12
[01:30.092]Even before I could lace myself
[01:31.547]That's why when I know I lose all that I love that it's easy to hate myself
[01:34.750]It's my birthday
[01:35.564]But I won't celebrate myself
[01:36.882]Cause time is gonna take myself
[01:38.276]I'm on my proclubs shit, I create myself
[01:40.117]But I'm never gonna rate myself
[01:41.680]Picture perfect
[01:42.329]Is it worth it
[01:42.925]Vision blurrin
[01:43.506]Missin verses
[01:44.168]Life really is a burden
[01:45.539]Seeing my face on every sign, I'm a missing person
[01:47.671]Whatever he gets, the kid deserves it
[01:48.408]I woke up and my eyes were sore
[01:50.200]I gave you every last tear that I had I don't think I can cry no more
[01:53.578]All of this red on my eyes looking like I never gotten high before
[01:56.992]This is not regular love, this shit is a mile more
[02:00.356]I think this is God's way of reminding me I need to smile more
[02:02.448]Losing time
[02:03.951]Lemme let you know before I lose my mind yeah
[02:07.287]These days something must be on my side
[02:10.701]If I lose at least I'll tell you that I tried yeah
[02:14.124]That I tried
[02:25.039]You're nothing but a grain of sand in my hourglass
[02:31.526]But I can spot you from a mile away, yeah
[02:37.200]I'm searching for you