[00:06.42]It's late at night the worlds asleep
[00:09.69]And I'm trying not to think
[00:12.27]I take some pills csuse my mind bleeds
[00:15.51]I'm thinking what is wrong with me
[00:18.42]Because the only thing I know
[00:21.66]About honesty
[00:24.33]Is every lie I told
[00:27.45]That you believed I'm afraid to be alone
[00:34.38]I'm afraid that one day you'll find out
[00:39.90]And you'll be amazed
[00:43.17]At the secrets I keep
[00:45.84]You'll be amazed
[00:48.99]At my mouth full of lies
[00:51.63]But I'm too afraid to come clean
[00:57.45]My life's still free in the house of cards
[01:04.56]Now I can't look you in your eye's
[01:07.83]Because the guilt is killing me
[01:10.77]I try disconnect my heart again just so I can breathe
[01:16.47]I wanna be myself again
[01:19.17]But I just can't cause I'm afraid
[01:23.64]To be alone
[01:26.76]I'm afraid that one day you'll find out
[01:32.19]And you'll be amazed
[01:35.40]At the secrets I keep
[01:38.19]You'll be amazed
[01:41.34]At my mouth full of lies
[01:43.92]But I'm too afraid to come clean
[01:49.83]My life's still free in the house of cards
[01:56.73]It's such a shame what I've become
[02:00.24]After years of breaking down
[02:02.88]My whole life has come undone
[02:06.00]Cause I'm trying to fake it all
[02:08.34]And I know that you love someone
[02:11.85]But that someone isn't me isn't me
[02:39.39]You'll be amazed
[02:42.39]You'll be amazed
[02:47.97]You'll be amazed
[02:51.18]At the secrets I keep
[02:53.82]You'll be amazed
[02:56.73]At my mouth full of lies
[02:59.76]I'm too afraid to come clean
[03:05.31]Cause my life's still free in the house of cards oooh
[03:11.67]You'll be amazed oooh
[03:41.10]You'll be amazed