[00:00.00] 作词 : Katelyn Tarver/Davis Naish/Alec Bailey [00:01.00] 作曲 : Katelyn Tarver/Davis Naish/Alec Bailey [00:08.90]I don't know when I got scared [00:12.69]Scared of my imagination [00:16.67]Used to see beautiful things [00:20.56]Now I got this sick fixation [00:23.26]I'm playing out every single fear I've ever had [00:27.46]Scrolling through the pictures seeing all I don't have [00:31.18]Believing every negative feeling is a fact [00:35.10]I don't wanna get used to that [00:39.27]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down [00:44.53]I'm so good at being critical [00:48.31]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt [00:52.45]When you're good at being cynical [01:03.88]I'm jealous of when I was young [01:07.52]And everything was right there waiting [01:11.49]Wanted the sky aimed so high [01:15.06]Instead of lowering my expectations [01:18.47]I don't know how else to keep my feet on the ground [01:22.28]And stop the voices in my head from getting too loud [01:26.24]I think I'm realizing no one figures it out [01:30.17]And I gotta get used to that [01:34.51]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down [01:39.51]I'm so good at being critical [01:43.34]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt [01:47.35]When you're good at being cynical [01:58.25]If I hope and it doesn't work then [02:02.28]I know it's gonna hurt so I'll [02:06.46]Make a joke act like nothing wrong [02:09.55]And put another layer of armor on [02:15.71]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down [02:23.60]Why do I beat myself up and tear myself down [02:28.74]I'm so good at being critical [02:31.68]So good [02:32.41]I guess I'll learn it's hard to get hurt [02:36.59]When you're good at being cynical [02:38.78]When you're good at being cynical [02:42.36]I'm so good at being cynical [02:44.54]I'm so good at being cynical [02:52.23]I'm so good at being cynical