[00:33.57]No more letters to the President, this one is to Jehovah
[00:35.50]What was born into the world as a Christian,
[00:38.14]now becomes a soldier
[00:39.14]I'm pimping a pen from living in sin, so niggaz like my song
[00:41.39]Chef Ro-V up in the kitchen, so these cluckers like my stones
[00:44.39]Mo City Texas that's my home, but I'm known to be a loner
[00:46.89]Never no witness to this crime,
[00:48.33]when I'm creeping the fuck up on you
[00:49.89]1 by 1 and a cigarette,
[00:51.26]maybe Newport shorts and a box of possibly Kool
[00:53.14]Just a nigga do anything to get paid,
[00:54.70]they say I'm a god damn fool
[00:56.20]I conversate with mama,
[00:57.20]but she can't answer me back
[00:58.58]I'm in a world one deep missing that lady,
[01:00.26]cause that cancer did that
[01:01.33]It got a nigga looking for a wife,
[01:03.02]but most of these hoes be living shife
[01:04.45]Wait till a nigga get paid then get leid,
[01:05.89]and try to take a nigga life
[01:07.01]I just can't take no more my heart is broke,
[01:08.70]and it got too many cracks
[01:09.83]Any woman I love don't need a pistol,
[01:11.33]cause she be killing me with that
[01:12.77]So look into my eyes, and please tell me what you see
[01:15.33]Will they open the pearly gates for me, I wanna be free
[01:17.83]I wonder if the sun shines, on the other side
[01:20.14]Cause I bet my mama,
[01:21.21]ain't seen a rainy day since she died
[01:23.02]And maybe being gone, ain't all that bad
[01:25.39]It's gotta be better than wasting time,
[01:26.95]with a pen and a pad
[01:28.45]I wonder if the sun shines, on the other side
[01:31.27]Cause I bet my mama,
[01:32.39]ain't seen a rainy day since she died
[01:33.95]And maybe being gone, ain't all that bad
[01:36.83]It's gotta be better than wasting time,
[01:38.27]with a pen and a pad
[01:39.96]Living in poverty, ain't part of the plan
[01:41.74]So I'm on the corner, hustling with work in my hand
[01:44.80]I know my mama, wouldn't approve of my lifestyle
[01:47.36]But see I must get it the way I live, and that's right now
[01:50.31]My nigga my credit's fucked up, so I can't put nothing in my name
[01:53.24]Let alone I'm having hard times, maintaining some change
[01:55.92]I'm so familiar with anger, smoking B can't even stop the pain
[01:58.80]I walk assured, God please stop the rain
[02:01.61]While I'm fiending for heaven, seem like hell is what I'm living
[02:04.37]For my destiny's to die, or forever walk the prison floor
[02:07.00]How can I be a man, 24 with no home
[02:09.95]I'm putting the piece to your dome, and leaving it like the ozone
[02:12.69]A cold cold world, that we living in
[02:14.96]Killas'll take your life, and it ain't gotta be about no divid-ends
[02:17.71]Forgive me for my sins, I'm just trying to make it
[02:20.77]Trying to keep my pistol from my head, cause I just can't take it
[02:23.71]I wonder if the sun shines, on the other side
[02:26.52]Cause I bet my mama,
[02:27.52]ain't seen a rainy day since she died
[02:29.21]And maybe being gone, ain't all that bad
[02:31.77]It's gotta be better than wasting time,
[02:33.21]with a pen and a pad
[02:34.96]I wonder if the sun shines, on the other side
[02:37.46]Cause I bet my mama,
[02:38.46]ain't seen a rainy day since she died
[02:40.39]And maybe being gone, ain't all that bad
[02:42.77]It's gotta be better than wasting time,
[02:44.39]with a pen and a pad
[02:46.14]I wonder if the Lord, is gonna show me some compassion
[02:48.14]Or will I be victim to motherfuckers, when they blasting
[02:51.21]Having flashbacks of '94, with bullets to the back
[02:53.65]Cause my homies left me lonely, now my partna is my strap
[02:56.33]Living everyday like it's my last one, so I'm tripping
[02:58.96]Keep my finger on the trigga nigga, everytime I'm flipping
[03:01.90]I don't wanna be another face, on a T-shirt
[03:04.83]So when motherfuckers bring the drama, me and Nina burst
[03:07.83]Know I need to be in church, but I'm trapped out on the block
[03:11.21]Pumping rock after rock, God please make it stop
[03:13.58]I'm a victim of the struggle, trying to make my life easy
[03:16.02]But it ain't what I expected, it's hectic it's sleezy
[03:18.08]I'm on my knees daily, asking God to stop the pain
[03:20.77]Dealing with all this damn strain, see my pistol see my brain
[03:23.90]About to take my final stand, I'm a man in his own mind
[03:27.08]Steady hurting, but I hope I heal in time
[03:30.21]I wonder if the sun shines, on the other side
[03:32.58]Cause I bet my mama,
[03:33.65]ain't seen a rainy day since she died
[03:35.46]And maybe being gone, ain't all that bad
[03:38.15]It's gotta be better than wasting time,
[03:39.58]with a pen and a pad
[03:40.96]I wonder if the sun shines, on the other side
[03:43.59]Cause I bet my mama,
[03:44.58]ain't seen a rainy day since she died
[03:46.40]And maybe being gone, ain't all that bad
[03:49.02]It's gotta be better than wasting time,
[03:50.46]with a pen and a pad