| [00:00.06] | 憐れね惨めだね自分が嫌いすぎてでも嫌いになれない「愛憎ジレンマ」 |
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| [00:08.55] | 愛憎ジレンマ |
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| [00:12.72] | Music & Lyrics : Tom |
| [00:16.90] | Vocal : 黒兎ウル |
| [00:21.10] | Guitar : jun-jun |
| [00:25.16] | |
| [00:25.21] | 無力ね孤独だね理想とは裏腹の現実を知るたびに涙をこぼすの |
| [00:33.57] | 「キミガヒツヨウナンダ」そんな言葉くれるなら私は存在価値を実感できるの |
| [00:41.83] | |
| [00:41.88] | 嗚呼このまま堕ちてしまおうか? |
| [00:46.05] | 一歩前へ踏み出せずに現実逃避の依存症 |
| [00:50.23] | |
| [00:50.28] | 愛して抱いてと泣いて傷跡を掻きむしる |
| [00:54.42] | 嘘でいいから今は忘れさせて |
| [00:58.61] | 想い描く理想なんてどうせ絵空事 |
| [01:02.77] | 枯れた絵の具で黒く塗り潰した |
| [01:07.11] | |
| [01:15.33] | ゆらゆら揺れている誰もいない電車で吊革がうらめしく見下してる |
| [01:23.70] | 「こっちへおいでよ」と吊るされた首みたいね |
| [01:27.90] | あぁもぅそんな嬉しそうに見つめないでよ |
| [01:31.97] | |
| [01:32.02] | 嗚呼このまま消えてしまおうか? |
| [01:36.10] | 一歩前へ踏み外せば少しは楽になるのかな? |
| [01:40.27] | |
| [01:40.32] | 飛び込む勇気もなくて褪せた生にしがみつく |
| [01:44.55] | 前も後ろも見えず蹲るの |
| [01:48.75] | 誰か背中を押して踏み出す理由が欲しい |
| [01:52.93] | 死んでも生きてもいいから進みたいの |
| [01:57.16] | |
| [02:13.75] | 午前0時過ぎ新宿駅東口「今から会える?」乾いた声 |
| [02:22.13] | 誰でもいいから傍にいて欲しくて携帯鳴らし続けた |
| [02:29.46] | |
| [02:30.55] | 愛して抱いてと泣いて傷跡を掻きむしる |
| [02:34.67] | 嘘でいいから今は忘れさせて |
| [02:38.80] | 想い描く理想なんてどうせ絵空事 |
| [02:43.00] | 枯れた絵の具じゃ黒く塗り潰せない |
| [02:47.17] | |
| [02:47.22] | 午前6時過ぎ新宿駅7番ホーム「今からいく」と震える声 |
| [02:55.49] | 誰でもいいから私を突き飛ばして「ああ、またダメだ...」泣きじゃくる |
| [00:00.06] | lian can zi fen xian xian ai zeng |
| [00:08.50] | |
| [00:08.55] | ai zeng |
| [00:12.67] | |
| [00:12.72] | Music Lyrics : Tom |
| [00:16.90] | Vocal : hei tu |
| [00:21.10] | Guitar : junjun |
| [00:25.16] | |
| [00:25.21] | wu li gu du li xiang li fu xian shi zhi lei |
| [00:33.57] | yan ye si cun zai si zhi shi gan |
| [00:41.83] | |
| [00:41.88] | wu hu duo? |
| [00:46.05] | yi bu qian ta chu xian shi tao bi yi cun zheng |
| [00:50.23] | |
| [00:50.28] | ai bao qi shang ji sao |
| [00:54.42] | xu jin wang |
| [00:58.61] | xiang miao li xiang hui kong shi |
| [01:02.77] | ku hui ju hei tu kui |
| [01:07.11] | |
| [01:15.33] | yao shui dian che diao ge jian xia |
| [01:23.70] | diao shou |
| [01:27.90] | xi jian |
| [01:31.97] | |
| [01:32.02] | wu hu xiao? |
| [01:36.10] | yi bu qian ta wai shao le? |
| [01:40.27] | |
| [01:40.32] | fei ru yong qi tui sheng |
| [01:44.55] | qian hou jian dun |
| [01:48.75] | shui bei zhong ya ta chu li you yu |
| [01:52.93] | si sheng jin |
| [01:57.16] | |
| [02:13.75] | wu qian shi guo xin su yi dong kou jin hui? gan sheng |
| [02:22.13] | shui bang yu xie dai ming xu |
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| [02:30.55] | ai bao qi shang ji sao |
| [02:34.67] | xu jin wang |
| [02:38.80] | xiang miao li xiang hui kong shi |
| [02:43.00] | ku hui ju hei tu kui |
| [02:47.17] | |
| [02:47.22] | wu qian shi guo xin su yi fan jin zhen sheng |
| [02:55.49] | shui si tu fei qi |
| [00:00.06] | lián cǎn zì fēn xián xián ài zēng |
| [00:08.50] | |
| [00:08.55] | ài zēng |
| [00:12.67] | |
| [00:12.72] | Music Lyrics : Tom |
| [00:16.90] | Vocal : hēi tù |
| [00:21.10] | Guitar : junjun |
| [00:25.16] | |
| [00:25.21] | wú lì gū dú lǐ xiǎng lǐ fù xiàn shí zhī lèi |
| [00:33.57] | yán yè sī cún zài sì zhí shí gǎn |
| [00:41.83] | |
| [00:41.88] | wū hū duò? |
| [00:46.05] | yī bù qián tà chū xiàn shí táo bì yī cún zhèng |
| [00:50.23] | |
| [00:50.28] | ài bào qì shāng jī sāo |
| [00:54.42] | xū jīn wàng |
| [00:58.61] | xiǎng miáo lǐ xiǎng huì kōng shì |
| [01:02.77] | kū huì jù hēi tú kuì |
| [01:07.11] | |
| [01:15.33] | yáo shuí diàn chē diào gé jiàn xià |
| [01:23.70] | diào shǒu |
| [01:27.90] | xī jiàn |
| [01:31.97] | |
| [01:32.02] | wū hū xiāo? |
| [01:36.10] | yī bù qián tà wài shǎo lè? |
| [01:40.27] | |
| [01:40.32] | fēi ru yǒng qì tuì shēng |
| [01:44.55] | qián hòu jiàn dūn |
| [01:48.75] | shuí bèi zhōng yā tà chū lǐ yóu yù |
| [01:52.93] | sǐ shēng jìn |
| [01:57.16] | |
| [02:13.75] | wǔ qián shí guò xīn sù yì dōng kǒu jīn huì? gān shēng |
| [02:22.13] | shuí bàng yù xié dài míng xu |
| [02:29.46] | |
| [02:30.55] | ài bào qì shāng jī sāo |
| [02:34.67] | xū jīn wàng |
| [02:38.80] | xiǎng miáo lǐ xiǎng huì kōng shì |
| [02:43.00] | kū huì jù hēi tú kuì |
| [02:47.17] | |
| [02:47.22] | wǔ qián shí guò xīn sù yì fān jīn zhèn shēng |
| [02:55.49] | shuí sī tū fēi qì |