作词 : J0KER
 作曲 : J0KER
Most people pick up the six pence, he looked up and.. guess what? He saw the moon
Been sitting in front of this screen for three hours
Don’t know what to write or type just crying like a coward
What happened to me? Everyone else is smiling
Why my tear tastes a little bit sour
The laughter aside of me, is letting me, surrender
To this society, every noise is amplified and getting louder
Louder and louder and louder and louder
Sorry for that, I, didn’t mean to shout
But reading some researches and articles is affecting me my mind is getting
Further and further away from this society, I’m beginning to lose all those things that I used to need, the one that I used to be
I remember the smiling happy boy that was the best of me
I reach out my hand to grab him but he’s escaping away
Like in many tragic movies what the man used to say
To his wife and kids: don’t miss me
I will come back, one day, maybe
Every time they broke up, they began to grow up
They started to know step by step what is love
But I’m the one who’s sitting on the ground
I know what’s love, still waiting for it for someone to come around
Every time they fight, again they apologize
And I don’t know what it feels like
To let her love me back
Cuz I’ve been through so many lies
And I’ve been crying alone for so many nights
Right now, I’m so painful
Don’t know how, to deal with this pain though
Talked to the doc, he told me to take a pill
But it’ll paralyze me it won’t heal
Someone said pain is the best friend and it is still
A truth what will last for you
Till you die!
When you get old and ill
When you cry and that’s when nobody will
Care about you, all they care about is what’s left in your will
For the first time you made a mil you drank a bottle of milk
To help you fell asleep and that’s when your money appeals
To your so called “friends”, they will flatter you
They will cry and complain about how difficult
Their lives are, after you helped them, they will just disappear, like what ghosts in the fairytales do
Being a marginal person, is not the way that you ever thought
Please don’ t judge us cuz you know and will know nothing about
This group of people, size is small but their voices are loud
I wanna be the catcher in the rye, I think I’m proud of myself
Anyway, I keep picturing all these little kids
Playing some games in this big field of rye and all, thousands of little kids
And nobody's around - nobody big, I mean - except me
And I'm standing on the edge of some crazy cliff, what I have to do
I have to catch everybody if they start to go over the cliff
I mean if they're running and they don't look where they're going
I have to come out from somewhere and catch them
That's all I do all day; I'd just be the catcher in the rye always
I know it's crazy, but that's the only thing I'd like to be, really
Imma do it daily, I know it’s crazy, but it’s been my dream, only dream, honestly
My past is made of pain and pills, but there is some happiness, still
I love batman, but I will never be the man of steel
5 years from now Imma go out and start to pay my bills
But now I’m lying on my bed doing nothing just chill
Sometimes joker is crazy, but is it just me?
Or is it getting crazier out there, the world turns to be
No one wants to be crazy, it’s what life force him to be
The joker, he just wants to be happy
Hey mom, I know it’s hard to believe
But being in the borderline is what my destiny is
This is not something that I choose to be
Maybe it’s my destination, where I will eventaully rest in peace
Hey dad, I know now it’s hard for us to communicate
But now I understand that you’ve been dedicating
Your life to make my life better and easier
Now I wanna thank you, cuz your three meal really made my day
I wanna thank you all who is holding my back
And I will always support those who had
The same disorder as me who are sad
I will bring you out from the darkness
Don’t believe the so called perfect justice
But I, do believe in people’s kindness
I want you all to respect all those who are either depressed
Or have any kind of disorder, please don’t pretend
To be depressed, cuz it’s not cool for the others
Just imagine, if you are fatally ill but no one believes you, what will happen?
To those who are the same as me, let’s stand up and face our life
Let’s forget about our pain our nightmares and all those lies
Let’s keep fighting and find out what we like
Including our another half so we can hug them tight
To all those who are thinking about suicide
Let me tell you, right now, it don’t worth it to die
there’re so many things to discover in this universe
please don’t let your family grieve when you close your eyes
Outro:
I don’t need to talk about it, or look at pictures
Cuz it’s, the truth is, a lot of times I see her, on the street
I walked down the street and I see her in someone else’s face
Clearer than any of the pictures you carry with you
I get that you’re in pain, but you got each other, YOU GOT EACH OTHER!
And I’m the one who gotta see the girls all the time, everywhere I go
Can even see the dog, that’s how f***ed up I till am
Looked at a german shep I see a godd*mn poodle
Hey John
You don’t mind if Don stays and have some pizza right?
Yeah, she can stay