作词 : R!VY
 作曲 : R!VY
编曲制作：R!VY
I was driving through the dark
Thinking that I finally can park
Try so hard to find the one
Need someone else to fill my heart
Until that I feel alright
So I stopped by every single stop
Try to fit myself in what I found
But the guard dogs bark at me
And I know they're warning me
I shouldn't be this easy
Not my wish but
Feel just like I'm nothing
Screw my dignity
It's like I'm an animal
Feel so unemotional
Something tells me it's all 'bout my humanity
I don't wanna be so trashy
I got a monster in my mind I I
I'm dying for approval
surrounding by my side
Somebody tells me why I I
It's not like I'm that kind of guy
Just to live by
Got a monster in my mind
Put my heart into a jar
Never ever let it fall apart
Seal it with vanilla scar
Bury it deep into the yard
It won't lead me down again
I'll keep myself sober in the bar
Avoid all that makes me drown too far
But I can't help falling deep
into the world of m*rphine
I don't wanna be a junkie
I know I've been
taking all the ways and possibilities
Not to be a sucker
Not to be a prisoner
Why It's all in vain?
How can away I flee?
from all of the Mack Daddies
I got a monster in my mind I I
I'm dying for approval
surrounding by my side
Somebody tells me why I I
It's not like I'm that kind of guy
Just to live by
Got a monster in my mind
Got a monster in my mind
Mon
Monster
Got me
Monster in my
Mon
Monster
Got me
Got a monster in my
I I
I'm dying for approval
surrounding by my side
Somebody tells me why I I
It's not like I'm that kind of guy
Just to live by
I got a monster in my mind