[00:00.000] 作词 : R!VY [00:00.608] 作曲 : R!VY [00:01.217]编曲制作:R!VY [00:06.974]I was driving through the dark [00:10.245]Thinking that I finally can park [00:13.980]Try so hard to find the one [00:15.983]Need someone else to fill my heart [00:17.494]Until that I feel alright [00:21.489]So I stopped by every single stop [00:25.243]Try to fit myself in what I found [00:29.010]But the guard dogs bark at me [00:30.759]And I know they're warning me [00:32.750]I shouldn't be this easy [00:36.254]Not my wish but [00:37.276]Feel just like I'm nothing [00:39.007]Screw my dignity [00:41.009]It's like I'm an animal [00:43.013]Feel so unemotional [00:44.765]Something tells me it's all 'bout my humanity [00:48.518]I don't wanna be so trashy [00:51.026]I got a monster in my mind I I [00:54.775]I'm dying for approval [00:56.778]surrounding by my side [00:58.529]Somebody tells me why I I [01:02.033]It's not like I'm that kind of guy [01:04.059]Just to live by [01:06.288]Got a monster in my mind [01:29.276]Put my heart into a jar [01:32.781]Never ever let it fall apart [01:36.284]Seal it with vanilla scar [01:38.286]Bury it deep into the yard [01:40.539]It won't lead me down again [01:44.048]I'll keep myself sober in the bar [01:47.798]Avoid all that makes me drown too far [01:51.565]But I can't help falling deep [01:53.301]into the world of m*rphine [01:55.563]I don't wanna be a junkie [01:58.809]I know I've been [02:00.309]taking all the ways and possibilities [02:03.563]Not to be a sucker [02:05.566]Not to be a prisoner [02:07.319]Why It's all in vain? [02:08.819]How can away I flee? [02:11.071]from all of the Mack Daddies [02:13.345]I got a monster in my mind I I [02:17.327]I'm dying for approval [02:19.331]surrounding by my side [02:21.082]Somebody tells me why I I [02:24.587]It's not like I'm that kind of guy [02:26.594]Just to live by [02:29.090]Got a monster in my mind [02:43.608]Got a monster in my mind [02:46.609]Mon [02:48.361]Monster [02:50.112]Got me [02:51.365]Monster in my [02:54.116]Mon [02:55.868]Monster [02:57.631]Got me [02:58.871]Got a monster in my [03:00.874]I I [03:02.878]I'm dying for approval [03:05.378]surrounding by my side [03:07.407]Somebody tells me why I I [03:11.885]It's not like I'm that kind of guy [03:14.889]Just to live by [03:17.392]I got a monster in my mind