[00:00.00] 作词 : Victor Mensah/Joel Madden/Andrew De Caro/Stephen Feigenbaum/Dave Coresh
[00:01.00] 作曲 : Victor Mensah/Joel Madden/Andrew De Caro/Stephen Feigenbaum/Dave Coresh
[00:06.51]I hide behind my madness
[00:09.01]Outside, inside, I'm damaged
[00:11.82]Suicide, it might get tragic
[00:14.67]Maybe it’s a bad dream, maybe it's a bad dream
[00:17.70]Every time I look at me
[00:20.37]I try so hard but I can't seem
[00:23.13]To find a shred of decency
[00:26.01]But maybe it’s a good thing, it's a good thing
[00:29.24]Addicted into my sadness
[00:32.28]Just another of my bad, bad habits
[00:35.09]This shit gets hard to manage
[00:38.04]Manic, depressive, sociopathic
[00:40.86]I attract mistakes like a magnet
[00:43.84]Chase dick like I'm playing in traffic
[00:46.83]Till I crash it, end up in a casket
[00:49.77]Maybe it's a good thing, is anybody listening?
[00:52.63]Yo, double fisting, driving like I'm drifting
[00:55.43]Drunk, spinning on a couch, bitch, I'm Rick James
[00:58.56]Half demon, half saint, that's a split screen
[01:01.56]Glad to be insane, mad for existing
[01:04.43]I'm giving up ’cause I don’t believe
[01:07.22]I'm never gonna find a better part of me
[01:09.92]I’m showing out, only what they see
[01:12.96]I'm always running circles when I try to leave
[01:15.88]This broken soul, but I can't let go
[01:21.28]And I lose control when I'm on my own again
[01:28.54]My childhood never lasted
[01:30.93]My pain is everlasting
[01:33.84]I’m flying but I'm crashing
[01:36.68]Maybe it's a bad dream, maybe it's a bad dream
[01:39.52]When it's all in front of me
[01:42.16]I make a mess of everything
[01:45.18]I **** it up in spite of me
[01:47.97]Maybe it's a good thing, it's a good thing
[01:51.20]There's a hell at the bottom of the well
[01:54.05]Where I drown to myself and the drugs won't help
[01:56.69]Swimming in my troubles but I'm not Michael Phelps
[01:59.72]Ain't no medals for the double, ain't no winning so I dealt
[02:02.66]Strapped to a ****ing plane, killing nazis
[02:05.59]Decking paparazzi, the cops can't stop me
[02:08.58]Not even the government want problems with my posse
[02:11.55]Sixteen shots, got 'em shook like mob deep
[02:14.62]Send a SWAT team, I'm too fly to swat me, yeah
[02:17.99]Let the block beat, swinging like Rocky, yeah
[02:20.52]With my back against the wall, you couldn't box me
[02:23.36]Live fast, get cash, car crash, die free
[02:26.43]I'm giving up 'cause I don't believe
[02:28.97]I'm never gonna find a better part of me
[02:31.88]I'm showing out, only what they see
[02:34.83]I'm always running circles when I try to leave
[02:37.74]This broken soul, but I can't let go
[02:43.16]And I lose control when I'm on my own again
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