[00:00.000] 作词 : Caleb Parker/Jean Atohun/Willem Ardui [00:01.000] 作曲 : Caleb Parker/Jean Atohun/Willem Ardui [00:03.645]Why do I try? [00:05.146]Yeah I'm just gonna sing it pretty raspy [00:06.314]I think it might sound nice [00:07.720]Yeah yeah yeah uh yeah yeah yeah ah ay [00:14.011]Why do I try? [00:17.171]To exist in this game you made for me? [00:20.691]Caught stacked in your favor [00:23.324]Then you pushed me to the edge [00:24.958]I chased the dream that you sold me [00:28.301]Running towards the thought of being happy [00:31.600]I want my money long my hair nappy [00:35.211]Put my family on no more stressing [00:38.858]Tired of typing the words stress (man fxxk) [00:42.451]These days [00:44.503]I find silence traveling the places where my enemies don't know us yet [00:49.660]Don't tell me when the sun is rising I don't want to know it [00:53.172]'Cause when the light come out [00:54.417]I'm face to face with all my problems and I show it [00:57.487]Shaking hands with my devil [00:59.364]Before I go to sleep [01:01.000]Put some liquor in the kettle cause I like the way I drink [01:04.582]When they ask what my problem imma tell them everything [01:08.167]When they ask me whats my problem imma tell them hope they see [01:11.206]These days [01:12.957]My heart is much colder [01:14.586]To wake up and I'm smoking putting liquor in my soul and [01:17.917]Smoking smoking smoking [01:20.025]Tryna leave this shɪt quickly [01:21.634]If I take it for myself at least I told myself to give it [01:25.307]These days [01:28.980]These days [01:32.598]These days [01:36.181]You take me straight to hell I'm pretty sure that I was lonely [01:40.741]Yeah yeah yeah yeah rain usually got me moody [01:44.117]Now we wash away the sound [01:45.458]When it hit me on my hoodie [01:47.757]Seen the scene happy kid live a happy dream so surreal [01:51.942]Yeah just like a movie [01:54.613]Ay yeah yeah yeah yeah the sun turn all days to good days [01:57.977]When it shine, when it shine [02:01.688]But that's usually not the case [02:03.819]Where I was born and raised [02:05.584]Except when I rhyme [02:07.479]When I'm out of line [02:08.886]The systems running on reserves [02:10.898]Which lefts me humming to the birds [02:12.341]I got no returns slowly lowkey left with my concerns [02:15.972]And I know I could sue all of my wounds [02:18.049]But I've rather stay lost and cursed [02:19.943]Dying nerve turns [02:21.498]Work myself up til it works on my nerves and I burst [02:24.157]Give you my worst mixing to fight, disperse [02:27.147]Then all of the bridges are burnt [02:28.677]All the lessons to learn and if we dont play on my turn [02:32.500]I'll take what ive earned til I'm stacked [02:34.146]Hit the road like jack and never ever come back [02:37.525]These days [02:38.148]These days [02:38.885]My heart is much colder [02:40.532]To wake up and im smoking putting liquor in my soul and [02:44.222]Smoking smoking smoking [02:45.805]Tryna leave this shɪt quickly [02:47.504]If I take it for myself at least I told myself to give it [02:51.410]These days [02:55.019]These days [02:58.597]These days [03:02.096]You take me straight to hell I'm pretty sure that I was lonely [03:05.633]These days [03:12.036]These days [03:19.271]These days [03:26.438]These days