Feelin' down tonight, tell myself I'm doing alright and there's nothing on my mind But in a word I'm crushed I've lost my girl and I drink too much I'll hide behind a smile Coz I know I wanted it this way But I was cold and afraid of growing old with nothing but the same So give me some help Am I losing the run of myself? So now I've seen both sides I've made my choice The great divide I took the easy way out But I was sure that time, I knew before I made my mind up wrestling my doubt Coz I know I wanted it this way Now I am cold and afraid of growing old with nothing but the same So give me some help Am I losing the run of myself? So give me some help Am I losing the run of myself? Am I losing the run of myself? Am I losing the run of myself? Am I losing the run of myself?