[00:04.91]I am only as good as my ideas
[00:11.32]I am holding you back from your tears
[00:16.48]I am hoping you'll be here for years
[00:21.57]I am hoping you'll hold me for years
[00:25.64]Self care is a waste on me
[00:33.23]Though it's not that I live carelessly
[00:46.35]All that I've ever wanted
[00:50.76]Falls short to crawl in this boy's apartment
[00:56.28]On the regular, I've lied
[01:01.35]By the reservoir, I've cried
[01:06.24]For that night
[01:07.27]I am only as good as my ideas
[01:13.27]I am holding you back from your tears
[01:18.43]I am hoping you'll be here for years
[01:23.63]I am hoping you'll hold me for years
[01:27.52]All I wanna do is
[01:32.07]Live alone without losing touch with
[01:37.50]Something regular in my life
[01:42.73]By the reservoir, I cried
[01:47.88]For a better time, late nights
[01:52.71]Restless, dressed, but I'm alright
[01:57.88]I know I'm alive
[02:01.87]I think self doubt will be the death of me
[02:07.25]Could I be alone?
[02:32.59]For the record, I'm nervous but I'm not afraid
[02:37.72]For the record, I loved it through all misery
[02:42.89]For the record, I never thought I wouldn't change
[02:48.04]For the record, I loved you and all that you gave me
[03:04.78]My life could be simple
[03:12.17]Follow me back to my room
[03:31.00]Carelessly I am
[03:34.96]Wide awake thinking about all I have
[03:40.09]I don't want you to think
[03:42.34]That I don't wonder
[03:45.27]Could I be alone?
[03:49.75]Should I be alone?