[00:12.189]Sometimes i sit at home and wonder how it be
[00:17.879]if he had loved me truely loved me yes, i learned
[00:26.579]Awhile ago that kind of thing it never happens for me,
[00:36.590]and so i go around and just pretend love
[00:41.400]Is not for me i play the circus clown around
[00:46.520]my friends make them laugh and they wont see that
[00:51.100]U never let them see u sweat
[00:53.360]dont want them to think the pain runs deep,
[00:59.470]Lord know its killing me
[01:01.450]
[01:04.660]So i put on my make up put a smile on my face
[01:12.350]and if anyone ask me everything is ok im
[01:19.600]Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
[01:26.100]cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
[01:31.650]Face...on my face singing,
[01:37.759]la la la, la la, lalala, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la, la la la
[01:47.800]Laaaa
[01:49.560]
[01:51.650]Sometimes i sit at home by the phone hopin
[01:57.360]he might call me but he dont call me but then i
[02:04.400]Realize dreams come true arent for girls like me
[02:12.809]not like me, and so i go around with my head
[02:19.349]Up like it aint no thing and when the boys around
[02:24.599]with all my friends im into other things cuz
[02:29.939]U never let them see u sweat dont want them
[02:33.859]to think the pain runs deep, lord knows its killing me
[02:40.918]
[02:44.649]So i put on my make up put
[02:49.189]a smile on my face and if
[02:52.819]anyone ask me everything is ok im
[02:58.929]Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
[03:05.990]cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
[03:13.809]Face...on my face oooh
[03:17.149]Its not easy (thing to do)
[03:17.599]
[03:21.169]sometimes its hard to (face the truth)
[03:23.579]its not the life that i
[03:25.789]Would choose but what else can i do if
[03:30.990]he dont love me no if
[03:33.349]he dont want me im not about to
[03:37.999]Sit around let myself go (gooooo)
[03:44.280]
[03:44.739]So i put on my make up put
[03:49.329]a smile on my face and if
[03:52.609]anyone ask me everything is ok im
[03:58.779]Laughing cuz no one knows the joke is on me
[04:04.969]cuz im dyin inside with my pride and a smile on my
[04:11.399]Face...on my face oooh
[04:17.499]
[04:19.519]singing, la la la, la la,