[00:00.182][Intro] [00:07.046]My name's Alfonso [00:08.178][Chorus] [00:08.425]If I can't be who I am with myself in the mirror [00:13.008]Lie to the world but can't lie to yourself when it clear up [00:17.896]Gotta be real to yourself in the end, wit' yourself in the end [00:22.046]Gotta be real wit' yourself in the end, get selfish again [00:26.614][Verse 1: RJMrLA] [00:28.030]You can lie to everybody but your self-image [00:30.875]In crowd got you wallowing in self-pity [00:33.126]Pinned down, boxed in like a jail visit [00:35.497]Buying up designer drugs, get a belt with it [00:37.819]To hell with it, tell 'em open up the flood gates [00:40.056]All them lies media feeding us, need a buffet [00:42.473]All this genocide, they hiding it with a court date [00:44.338]Kill a nigga, lock a nigga and abort the babies [00:47.359]Man, I gotta be real wit' myself [00:49.610]Man, them bottles and them pills never help [00:51.900]Put the nozzle on the drill, give 'em hell [00:54.248]I decided, gotta kill to prevail [00:56.437]Stop that, you run from the truth like it's combat (Stop!) [00:59.686]You reachin' your heights off of contact (Hey) [01:02.117]Bitch, I'm me, all my ice just define that [01:04.147][Chorus] [01:04.820]If I can't be who I am with myself in the mirror [01:09.573]Lie to the world but can't lie to yourself when it clear up [01:14.162]Gotta be real to yourself in the end, wit' yourself in the end [01:18.529]Gotta be real wit' yourself in the end, get selfish again [01:22.741][Verse 2: Mozzy] [01:24.987]Ay, G-O-D, I never lie [01:27.261]I been on my grind, I been taking care of mines [01:29.592]Supported brother when I saw him on the rise [01:31.635]Niggas hated when I made it though, I saw it in his eyes [01:34.527]What's the hate for? Tell a youngin "Take notes" [01:36.649]All my lil' niggas got a chain when they bame home [01:39.035]That's from all them overnighters in the same clothes [01:41.303]Gotta discipline yourself and learn to play broke [01:43.707]I ain't up at ten million, but I'm straight, though [01:45.956]'Nother 10K retainer for the case closed [01:48.464]My dog lost a trial but he came close [01:50.633]Contemplated suicide and he came close [01:53.052]I wanna see my people but I can't, though [01:55.185]They'll **** around, send the task wearing plain clothes [01:57.875]Call you Theodore if you aim low [01:59.885]Forever I remain focused [02:01.303][Chorus] [02:01.637]If I can't be who I am with myself in the mirror [02:05.987]Lie to the world but can't lie to yourself when it clear up [02:10.492]Gotta be real to yourself in the end, wit' yourself in the end [02:14.834]Gotta be real wit' yourself in the end, get selfish again