I saw an old friend today We were never that close Always had something to say But never doing the most He was grinding 9 to 5 Said he getting back in it Back to writing and lyrics Said he quit the prescriptions But them eyes still hollow Like the ice on the linen And that bag still empty When you cop it Or fill it So I wonder what he meant We all have definitions Broke my back tryna help In the same damn position Lost my sight Out of mind When I made that decision Should've trusted my gut Yeah I had premonitions Imma young dumb **** Never learned how to listen So the words I sew Never fully envisioned If the shoe don’t fit Better make an incision So don't wonder what I meant We all have definitions When I'm awake too late I get nervous When I sleep too late I get certain Spending time worried just a burden Keep my flashlight behind the curtain When I’m awake too late I get nervous When I sleep too late I get certain Spending time worried just a burden Keep my flashlight behind the curtain When I'm awake too late I get nervous When I sleep too late I get certain Spending time worried just a burden Keep my flashlight behind the curtain When I’m awake too late I get nervous When I sleep too late I get certain Spending time worried just a burden Keep my flashlight behind the curtain