I was a boy in a place not far from here Walled in from the noise There my nights were dark and clear Sweet suburban blackness Beautiful and true Nights like midnight masses Silent offerings to you Now I'm a hologram An image of the man I used to be at 17 Speak to me Talk to me Blind me with the boyhood myth I seek in you Can I return? Can I unlearn? Oh, I know it's wrong but I still go on Crawling back to you Crawling back to you I was a boy in a house not far from here I played the saddest joy You put music in my ear Shapeless teen desire Alcoholic dream Flow through headphone wires Love me do and set me free Now I'm a hologram An image of the man I used to be at 17 Used to be, used to be… I see the seasons passing I feel the weight of wasted years I'm frightened by the feeling There is another city here And I can't find the exit 'Cause there's no way out on my feet There is a new devotion I must find it in my sleep