[00:00.00] 作词 : Kevin Pouya/Omar Banos/Christopher Rockwell/Michele Scatamacchia [00:01.00] 作曲 : Kevin Pouya/Omar Banos/Michele Scatamacchia/Christopher Rockwell [00:25.35]It's hard to feel, easy to kill [00:27.75]Hard to deal, easy to give up [00:29.38]Hard to build, easy to break down [00:31.56]Ease up, when the fees up, put my feet up in the Fiat [00:33.96]Let my brain rot, feel the brain job, in my tank top [00:35.75]And I can’t stop and I can't move [00:37.04]When I wake up and I break up [00:38.18]And I say stuff I was never meant to say to they, like [00:40.53]I realized that I demonized you when I blamed my problems on you [00:43.30]It was always me, I'm uncomfortable in my skin when I’m not with you [00:46.78]I feel like I'm walkin' in circles, what's my purpose? [00:49.09]Brand new whips and purses [00:50.68]Beggin' my baby "don't hurt me like I hurt you," yuh [00:53.31]Sing to me a lullaby, talk to me before I die [00:57.46]Question my emotions, I'm so sick from all the notion [01:00.31]And ending is so easy, maybe I'll end up on TV [01:03.85]I can’t seem to find the meaning [01:05.63]I can’t seem to find the meaning [01:07.13]I wanna feel alive, I do it to these lies, I do [01:10.47]I look at you and tell you that I feel alright [01:13.75]Don't wanna hurt this way, do I deserve to stay? [01:17.19]Do my apologies mean anything to you today? (Yuh) [01:20.71]It’s hard to feel alive [01:22.62]It's easy to wanna die [01:23.97]It's hard to look at my reflection [01:26.07]Easy to grip that Smith N' Wesson [01:27.70]Easy to **** that *****, no question [01:29.94]Easy to get my **** hard [01:31.24]It’s easy to get real pissed off [01:32.83]It's hard to quit my day job [01:34.49]It's easy to pop pills, get meals [01:35.71]Get ****** up tucked under covers [01:37.58]Never leaving my dojo where I stay solo [01:39.67]Where I feel safest and I'm less anxious [01:41.35]Begging for someone to save me [01:42.97]'Cause most of the homies around me forsake me, lately [01:45.00]Creepin' on me when the sun go down, so shaded [01:47.54]No surprise it don't faze me, yuh [01:50.77]Sing to me a lullaby, talk to me before I die [01:55.58]Question my emotions, I'm so sick from all the notion [01:58.71]And ending is so easy, maybe I'll end up on TV [02:01.82]I can't seem to find the meaning [02:03.89]I can't seem to find the meaning [02:05.18]I wanna feel alive, I do it to these lies, I do [02:08.63]I look at you and tell you that I feel alright [02:11.91]Don't wanna hurt this way, do I deserve to stay? [02:15.55]Do my apologies mean anything to you today?