I Ain' t Done

Song I Ain’t Done
Artist Slaine
Album A World With No Skies 2.0

Lyrics

[00:22.75] I been caught up in the darkness and my anger and my hatred
[00:25.56] I close my eyes and see myself hanging in the basement
[00:28.18] Dangling my legs, veins straining in my head
[00:31.00] Blood draining in the tub, drowning in it
[00:33.31] I been down in it: the mud
[00:35.32] I mean down in it: the dirt
[00:36.73] I mean really down in it, lost and found in it berserk
[00:39.42] I've been burned by the fire, scorched by the flame
[00:42.04] Of my own sins and desires so I call them by their names
[00:45.18] When they come, greed, gluttony, sloth, envy, and lust
[00:48.29] They're all enemies but they act so friendly with us
[00:50.66] They roll with two other guys we call wrath and pride
[00:53.78] Now I'm half as high as I am low
[00:56.24] I can laugh and cry at the same time but I can't slow
[00:59.60] Down feeling manicy, panicky, full of anarchy
[01:02.46] Can it be so simple to get rid of them with Ritalin?
[01:05.39] I'm trying to get into Heaven cutting out the middleman
[01:07.70] Every time I drift away I see myself dead and buried in the cemetery
[01:11.29] Accidentally staring at the sun
[01:13.53] Shining through the filthy glass windows
[01:15.28] Broken bottles in the bedsheets dangle bloody naked with a gun
[01:19.16] I'm living in this tiny-ass room with the mattress on the floor
[01:22.59] And an ashtray, look what I've become
[01:24.77] Light up a half-sniped cigarette take my last swig of liquor
[01:28.21] Smoke the filter down down till it's done
[01:30.21] But I ain't done
[01:31.71] I'm cold-blooded, stuck with the spirit of Hell frozen
[01:33.96] Here's a hole inside my soul, my fear and my self-loathing
[01:36.28] Got me hallucinating that all my walls are closing in
[01:40.21] I think I'm losing my grip, there it goes again
[01:42.84] These demons live inside of me, they talk to me and lie to me
[01:45.90] Whisper homicidally, I'm trying to get them out of me
[01:48.34] But I can see the side of me, it's just becoming clearer
[01:51.02] I'm starting to hate the sight of me, I break the fucking mirror
[01:54.01] Please Jesus just just just listen to my prayer if you can please
[01:56.86] I'm believing that these distances I've gone too far to leave
[01:59.48] I'm breathing in the sickness this addiction and disease
[02:02.40] This mess I'm in, this vicious is my missus and my mistresses
[02:05.38] I'm twisted and ballistic, I'm addicted to this world
[02:08.12] Forgive me for the pain that I've inflicted on my girl
[02:11.06] And my son, I was stuck holding his bottle and a gun
[02:13.86] And I couldn't get away where I was from
[02:16.16] Every time I drift away I see myself dead and buried in the cemetery
[02:19.57] Accidentally staring at the sun
[02:21.88] Shining through the filthy glass windows
[02:23.82] Broken bottles in the bedsheets dangle bloody naked with a gun
[02:27.56] I'm living in this tiny-ass room with the mattress on the floor
[02:31.00] And an ashtray, look what I've become
[02:33.38] Light up a half-sniped cigarette take my last swig of liquor
[02:36.69] Smoke the filter down down till it's done
[02:39.13] But I ain't done