[00:12.590]I don't know how else to put this. [00:15.450]It's taking me so long to do this. [00:18.670]I'm falling asleep and I can't see straight. [00:24.480]My muscles feel like a melee, [00:28.460]My body's curled in a U-shape. [00:30.780]I put on my best, but I'm still afraid. [00:37.470]Propped up by lies and promises. [00:40.640]Saving my place as life forgets. [00:43.630]Maybe it's time I saw the world. [00:49.400]I'm only here for a while. [00:54.850]And patience is not my style, [00:56.250]And I'm so tired that I got to go. [01:01.080]Where am I supposed to hide now? [01:03.700]What am I supposed to do? [01:06.780]Did you really think I wouldn't see this through? [01:18.730]I'm still too tired to care and I got to go. [01:13.050]Tell me I should stick around for you. [01:15.770]Tell me I can have it all. [01:38.180]I get to go home in one week. [01:39.400]But I'm leaving home in three weeks. [01:41.740]They throw me a bone just to pick me dry. [01:46.670]I follow the suted directions. [01:51.290]I crawl up inside for protection. [01:53.700]I'm told what to do and I don't know why. [01:58.210]I'm over existing in limbo [02:01.220]I'm over the myths and placebos [02:04.560]I don't really mind if I just fade away [02:11.770]I'm ready to live with my family. [02:15.490]I'm ready to die in obscurity [02:18.010]Cause I'm so tired that I got to go. [02:22.780]Where am I supposed to hide now? [02:26.690]What am I supposed to do? [02:30.670]You still don't think I'm gonna see this through. [02:36.390]Tell me I'm a part of history. [02:39.370]Tell me I can have it all. [02:42.470]I'm still too tired to care and I got to go. [03:33.640](6x) I'm still too tired to care and I got to go.