[00:18.54]I remember now, but I still have my doubts
[00:22.38]I think it's gonna be today
[00:26.04]Everybody came, but it's just not the same
[00:29.84]Why did it have to be today?
[00:34.04]Now my chest is tight - no, I am not all right
[00:37.96]It doesn't have to be this way
[00:41.74]Why does it have to be this way?
[00:45.97]I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG,
[00:47.89]IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE
[00:49.68]IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY
[00:53.70]FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS
[00:57.55]AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
[01:10.39]Freedom in a cage - no sun and too much rage
[01:13.54]I don't know how much i can take
[01:17.85]Push it down inside,but it knows just where to hide
[01:21.48]I know that "normal" is hard to fake
[01:25.46]BLeeding into life - it's like a thousand knives
[01:29.36]Are slowly turning me into this
[01:33.36]Why does it have to be like this?
[01:53.61][01:37.61]I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG,
[01:55.04][01:39.07]IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE
[01:57.39][01:40.96]IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY
[02:00.97][01:45.08]FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS
[02:04.91][01:49.10]AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
[02:14.44]I lost again, today...
[02:42.72]I DONT KNOW WHAT'S WRONG,
[02:44.71]IT'S LIKE I'M TO FAR GONE
[02:46.85]IT DOESN'T MATTER, ANYWAY
[02:50.62]FEAR IS IN MY HEART - JUST WHEN I STOP IT STARTS
[02:54.63]AND I CAN NEVER LIVE THIS WAY
[02:58.95]LIVING WITH A CURSE, SOMETIMES IT'S EVEN WORSE
[03:02.34]IT SLOWLY KILLS ME EVERYDAY
[03:06.46]SOMETHING I DESPISE IS GONNA TAKE MY LIFE
[03:10.39]I GUESS I'LL TRY AGAIN TODAY