[00:08.00]@ @ [00:13.00] [00:14.06]I take a shot of Jameson or Jack to start the morning off with old friends. [00:21.83]I'll celebrate it like it's the anniversary of the day that we first met. [00:29.04]I've been practicing our eulogy... separated all our things. [00:36.61]I took my name off of the lease. I'm leaving. [00:41.41]Dear, four years hurts less than five [00:47.45](and it's never a good time.) [00:49.00]I am sorry for all my crimes [00:51.60]and the wandering gaze of my unfaithful eyes. [00:58.09] [01:10.04]Now I wonder as I am sliding under the subtle control of the drink... [01:17.32]If I have enough left in the bottle to say all the things I'm thinking? [01:25.03]I've been practicing my exit plan; [01:29.42]nervously checking the time, [01:32.87]I still don't know how I will survive. [01:37.60]Dear, four years hurts less than five [01:43.38](and it's never a good time.) [01:45.00]I am sorry for all my crimes [01:48.00]and the wandering gaze of my unfaithful eyes. [01:51.59]It's clear, I am an awful mess. [01:58.28](but I had to get this off my chest.) [01:59.59]Soon the only things I'll have left [02:03.70]is your memory and the promises never kept. [02:09.38] [02:35.39]When she came home I made her sit. [02:43.97]My feet tap out a rhythm as I draw breath in. [02:51.41]To hurt the only one I've loved... [02:59.24]This is so damn hard but I am giving up. [03:06.20]The person that you love is dead; [03:13.80]I flooded him out with the Jack and Jameson. [03:21.30]So happy anniversary. [03:28.90]The best gift I could think to give you was to set you free. [03:36.45]Wake up, you're sleeping. [03:41.20]Wake up, you're sleeping behind the wheel. [03:51.70]Wake up, you're sleeping. [03:56.63]Wake up, you're sleeping behind the wheel. [04:08.67]