[00:00.000] Had my first smoke in four years today
[00:02.736] I wasn't thinking about my voice
[00:05.960] Or the things that my poor mother would
[00:09.473] say if she found out that I made this choice
[00:12.916] I was thinking about your face
[00:16.177] And the look of disappointment
[00:19.942] That you would surely cast my way if
[00:24.182] you caught wind of the sails I've hoisted
[00:27.245] I float away, path curling like the smoke off my tongue
[00:31.029] Still hurt, emotions closed tight like my lungs
[00:34.848] Know I said I'd never write about you again
[00:38.200] But a promise ain't a promise
[00:40.276] If we both have never held up our end
[00:50.339] No, a promise ain't a promise
[00:54.437] If we both have never held up our end
[00:57.655]
[01:09.771] Twelve-packs and cigarettes
[01:13.672] I guess they never help
[01:16.381] Think I have some kind of penchant for things detrimental to my health
[01:23.412] I wish that things were different, I just wish we were still friends
[01:30.249] 'Cause if there's one thing I know,
[01:32.453] this just all goes to show that a promise ain't
[01:36.005] a promise if we both have never held up our end
[01:39.855]
[01:48.965] I never should've went to that bar
[01:53.195] I wish I never noticed your car
[01:59.192] I shouldn't have waited, I should've just left
[02:02.483] Now I'm outside my house with a new cigarette to smoke again
[02:07.195] Why couldn't I ignore your glowing skin and smile?
[02:10.132] Why'd I let you grab my hand and lead me in?
[02:12.882] I made a promise to myself to never let this win
[02:16.219] But a promise ain't a promise
[02:18.058] If I can't hold together both ends
[02:29.979] No, a promise ain't a promise
[02:32.013] If I can't hold together both ends
[02:44.529] No, a promise ain't a promise
[02:45.760] If I can't hold together both ends
[02:50.628]
[02:51.600] I smoked my first pack in 4 years today
[02:55.096] I mean, I guess it didn't really help
[02:58.037] I think I have some kind of
[03:00.794] penchant for things detrimental to my health
[03:04.975] I guess I'm smoking again