[00:36.74]In fear every day every evening [00:38.73] [00:39.85]He calls her aloud from above [00:41.85] [00:42.98]Carefully watched for a reason [00:45.47] [00:46.16]Painstaking devotion and love [00:48.16] [00:49.28]Surrendered to self preservation [00:51.40] [00:52.47]From others who care for themselves [00:54.77] [00:55.76]A blindness that touches perfection [00:58.01] [00:58.76]But hurts just like anything else [01:01.01] [01:04.75]Isolation isolation isolation [01:12.42] [01:18.10]Mother I tried please believe me [01:20.79] [01:21.54]I'm doing the best that I can [01:23.34] [01:24.16]I'm ashamed of the things I've been put through [01:26.65] [01:27.22]I'm ashamed of the person I am [01:29.52] [01:33.33]Isolation isolation isolation [01:40.82] [01:46.57]But if you could just see the beauty [01:48.76] [01:49.57]These things I could never describe [01:51.94] [01:52.94]These pleasures a wayward distraction [01:56.25]This is my one lucky prize