[00:00.00] 作曲 : Shawn Carter & Jay-Z & Just Blaze & Al Kooper & Justin Smith
[00:01.00] 作词 : Carter, Smith
[00:25.29]Mmm, you don't understand now be..cause you're cryin, and you hurt
[00:28.73]You'll understand soon enough.. soon enough
[02:24.50][01:18.71][00:29.90]Let him hold you, let him touch you
[02:30.00][01:23.38][00:30.20]Soon you'll un-der-stand
[00:33.55]You're my best friend's sister, grown woman and all
[00:36.30]But you see how I am around girls; I ruin 'em all
[00:39.09]Plus your mom call me son, around you since I was small
[00:42.02]Shit I watched you mature - nah, this ain't right
[00:44.75]But still when your boyfriend ditched you, life's a bitch you cried
[00:47.39]Over my right shoulder I told you to wipe your eyes
[00:50.19]Take your time when you likin a guy
[00:52.98]Cause if he sense that your feelings too intense, it's pimp or die
[00:55.60]I bought you earrings on your birthday
[00:58.81]Drove you to college your first day
[01:00.32]It must be sad, though it hurts to say
[01:01.23]We could never be a item, don't even like him
[01:03.59]You deserve better - this is ugly; Gina, please don't love me
[01:06.53]There's better guys out there other than me
[01:10.04](You need a lawyer or a doctor or somebody like that you know)
[01:12.43]Like a lawyer or a doctor with a Ph.D
[01:12.98]Think of how upset your mother and brother would be
[01:15.09]If they found that you was huggin me
[01:17.39]My conscience is fuckin with me
[01:28.68]Man, I look in the eyes of a..
[01:29.53]This.. a kid that stole life and me together..
[01:33.63]We're tryin, really tryin to make it work
[01:37.76]I'm young, and I ain't ready, and I told you
[01:42.42]It ain't like, I ain't tell you from day one, I ain't shit
[01:43.53]When it comes to relationships, I don't have the patience
[01:45.89]Now it's too late, we got a little life together
[01:48.44]And in my mind I really want you to be my wife forever
[01:51.12]But in the physical it's like I'ma be trife forever
[01:54.01]A different girl every night forever; told you to leave
[01:57.34]But you're stubborn and you love him and,
[01:59.58]No matter what despite all the fuckin and the cheatin,
[02:01.96]You still won't leave him, now you're grievin
[02:03.41]And I feel bad, believe me
[02:05.18]But I'm young and I ain't ready, and this ain't easy
[02:08.12]Wasn't fair to tell you to wait, so I told you to skate
[02:10.59]You chose not to, now look at the shit we gotta go through
[02:13.35]Doin a fight, throw in a fuss, you the mother of my baby
[02:16.22]I don't want you to hate me, this is about us
[02:18.91]Rather me; I ain't ready to be what you want me to be
[02:21.64]Because I love you, I want you to leave, please
[02:47.67]Dear ma, I'm in the cell, lonely as hell
[02:49.26]Writin this scribe, thinkin bout how you must feel inside
[02:52.07]You tried to teach me better, but I refused to grow
[02:55.01]God damn I ain't the young man that you used to know
[02:57.66]You said the street claim lives, but I wanted things like
[03:01.02]Bling bling ice I was wrong in hindsight
[03:03.42]Shit we grew apart, try to blame it on your new spouse
[03:06.57]I know it hurt like hell the day you kicked me out
[03:08.77]But your house is your house, I ain't respect the rules
[03:11.60]I brought crack past your door, beefed with rival crews
[03:14.43]And who wants to be the mother of a son who sold drugs
[03:17.31]Co-workers saw me on the corner slingin Larry Love
[03:20.55]Meanwhile, you workin hard like, two or three jobs
[03:22.89]Tryin to feed me and my siblings, makin an honest livin
[03:25.48]Who am I kiddin I, call myself easin the load
[03:28.05]I made the load heavy, I need money for commissary
[03:31.15]Try to understand, please
[03:33.87]Let him hold you, let him touch you Soon you'll un-der-stand