Disintegrate
And my head isn't where it ought to be
All slow and faster speeds
But I'm moving on, and it won't be long
I'm changing everything
I'm living like 
I'm not afraid
To see myself disintegrate
Jesus Christ save me
We go on night missions like apparitions
Lights in a black sea
There is no hurt that I can't make it through
No matter what you do
Every morning comes, like I've been reborn
It's not for me to choose
I'm living like 
I'm not afraid
To see myself disintegrate
Jesus Christ save me
I stare up and wonder what I'll be under
Lights in a black sea
Lights in a black sea
All the signs are breaking up
In the cold solaria
Everything is now okay
As it slowly falls away
I'm living like 
I'm not afraid
To see myself disintegrate
Jesus Christ save me
I stare up and wonder what I'll be under
Lights in a black sea
Lights in a black sea
Show me the sun
I want to see
Give me the smile
You know the one
Identify the part of me
I'd never begun
I'd never begun
I'd never begun
I'd never begun
I'd never begun
I'd never begun
Show me the sun
I want to see
Give me the smile
You know the one
Identify the part of me
I'd never begun
I'd never begun
I'd never begun
c'mon you know me
Have I never died the man I once
I know I Journey to the earth and heaven