Cold and lonely as I sit across from reigning kings Theses days are empty and I feel like this one was written about me Because as I wandered I felt like she was wandering too Never knew the grass was growing Never know where I was going I felt alive It felt vivid I fell asleep under the table I don’t know why my lip is bleeding I underestimate the need in silent love Should I have lost the love tonight? Are we running out of time? It’s dark and cool there tonight and I feel fine And if kissing the fool makes it right I feel fine sweetheart There’s my story though sad and tragic it is true I’ve watched the sun set on the hills and lost the ones I knew That's just it, This is me I’m lonely and aging Now I know where I am going But never knew the grass was growing I’m still alive, it’s still vivid I’m waking up under the table I don’t mind that my lip is bleeding Its ok, I just need silent love Should have lost the love tonight, Are we running out of time? Cause, it’s dark and cool there tonight and Ill be fine And I’m kissing the fool there tonight and Ill be fine Four years ago I had never loved a thing And four years later I got a reason to sing My life has become the portrait of the thing I never wanted them to be Four years ago I had never loved a thing And four years later I got a reason to sing This is the call to all my frozen friends