作曲 : Barrett, Hustle, Williams This Petey PabloApril the 9th, 19-2000 Diary of a sinner 1st entry Dear diary this the 1st time I had a chance to sit and just think with a clear mind Had a home but stressed out for a little while few things ain't work out Could just somebody come out or it's about 3:29 I'll give it about another hour I'm over here at your man house On your man couch just puttin' these thoughts down Maybe this right here one day will be worth some Before we start messin' up you know you get big when you leave It's a damn shame but that's the way that it gotta be huh Look at Malcolm X Martin Luther KingMarvin Gaye 2 Pac B.I.G. and Big Pun damn this pen messy A mother****er had thought then I had to write 'em down It's the diary of a sinner A mother****er had thought then I had to write 'em down Livin' life as a born loser livin' in a world that I didn't see you Damn I'm back I had to change pen I done got ink everywhere all over my hand and on my pant And how in the hell I get it way down there Just can't get it right seem that everything I do just fall on one side But I can say one thing I don't always get mine And I don't ever stop tryin' Feel like I was here before my time People say when they hear my rhyme People see it when they look in my eye it's like ? Like 35 years on a 26 year life I walk so many miles in these shoes I'm surprise that the bottom ain't wore out I'm about to go take a walk right now A mother****er had thought then I had to write 'em down It's the diary of a sinner A mother****er had thought then I had to write 'em down Livin' life as a born loser livin' in a world that I didn't see you You've good in me a little walk just what I neededCool breeze nobody on the street with me my own little world of peace But reality gotta be what it gotta be and nuttin' in the book said Life would be sweet I'm pleased with the life that was given to me I could've still been to sleep on my way So please when none this here will matter to me' Cuz I know when I messed up several times I just done something tonite and I knowI know right from wrong and that's what kill me And I still do the wrong thing, am I crazy?Can't believe I got a damn diary A mother****er had thought then I had to write 'em down It's the diary of a sinner A mother****er had thought then I had to write 'em down Livin' life as a born loser livin' in a world that I didn't see you Livin life, livin life A diary, a diary And it's written on paper Can't you see it? No no noAll of my life all of my life all of my life All of all of all of my life alright Tell them all it's the diary of my life There it is my life right there right in your face, the diary I wanna thank everybody that went out and picked up the album Got the album and got a chance to understand who who I'm isKnow what I'm sayin' everything I gave y'all was the truth Damn I ran out of time