I was already broken before you been around
That was permanent i was hurt it had been a while
Now we're struggling looking for some we never find
I was already empty inside
I was happier never alive
I'll be honest i'm saying this lie
Now i'm only alright when i'm high
And i don't know if i'm doing this right
Can't let it go
It's like a leech
They're living on me
I'm getting close
Yeah all my blood is draining slowly
Yeah still it show and you can tell i'm ******* lonely
If i were someone else pretend i'd never known me
How was i to be knowing you wouldn't stick around
That was obvious i was probably just in denial
I can't look over it saw you from in a different light
I always thought i would tell from the signs
I was already broken before you been around
That was permanent i was hurt it had been a while
Now we're struggling looking for some we never find
I was already empty inside
I was happier never alive
I'll be honest i'm saying this lie
Now i'm only alright when i'm high
And i don't know if i'm doing this right