I can only take so much before my back will break. So tell me what you've learned from your thousands of mistakes. I don't want to be anything like you are. New strains of apathy infecting all the old scars. So many times I thought you would come through for me. You've had your chance to prove your authenticity. So many complications. So many limitations. All lead to confrontations, And violations of trust. I didn't want to believe that you could be so quick to deceive. I thought you understood.