Sitting back i only wish Today will turn out fine And wash away the stain The poison in my eyes What do you recommend? I feel my life descending I'm falling out of reach Catch me as i bleed I"m not insane Can't reach the pain If i could be all by myself I could be me If you could see, live with my pain The thoughts that i keep I hate the way they are Their patronising thoughts Tried to get inside my head Ask the question i have read But one thing makes it hard Feel so fragile as i cry So confused yet so alive So abused the system lied You lied to me If i could be all by myself I could be me If you could see, live with my pain The thoughts that i keep Alone ....alone Hands appeared around my neck Felt so hard to breathe i stared As my focus turned to haze I could see them If i could be all by myself I could be free If you could see, live with my pain The thoughts that i keep Alone ....alone Alone ....alone Alone ....alone Alone ....alone