作曲 : Alexakis, Everclear [02:29.93 [00:03.51 You know I just closed my eyes My whole world disappeared Take me back to the day Yeah when I was still your golden boy Back before you went away I remember the blue skies Walking the block I loved it when you held me high I loved to hear you talk You would take me to the movie You would tke me to the beach Take me to a place inside that is so hard to reach Tell me where did you go Yeah you had the world inside your hand But you did not seem to know Tell me what do you see When you look back at your wasted life And you don't see me I was ten years old Doing all that i could Wasn't easy for me to be a scared white boy in a black neighborhood Sometimes you would send me a birthday card with a five dollar bill Yeah I never understood you then And I guess I never will [01:32.17 [03:42.45 [03:22.60 [03:27.60 Yeah I just closed my eyes And the world disappeared Tell me how do you sleep With the children you abandoned And the wife I saw you beat I will never be safe I will never be sane I will always be weird inside I will always be lame Now I am a grown man With a child of my own And I swear I'm not going to let her know All the pain I have known