作词 : Jamal Simmons 作曲 : Jamal Simmons It’s in my heart it’s in my mind, Its in my body and my soul. Feels like I’m losing all control. But I refuse to let this go. The way this feels nobody knows. I hide it well, it never shows. The more I fight, the feeling grows And grows and grows, I suppose I’ve got an addiction, an addiction to you You are my addiction, I try to hide but it’s true, my addiction is you From fussing and, fighting and, screaming, crying, scheming, lying now and then. Putting you first, I stayed thru the worst, I lost my friends. Giving you everything, hoping that this never ends But you were never good to me, should have known that you never could truly. Feeling feelings that I never should oowie. But give you up? I thought I never could. Sue me But I want better now, feel like a go getter now. I wanna be fine, not hoping that I seem fine. Hopefully I can get it someday, but in the meantime