It's hard to forgive a man 
Who bought revenge with his soul
A vein injected with 
A man's life and his goals
It's in my face, it hurts
And I fall into a hollow sphere
Well, I don't want that 
To happen to me
I don't want to see 
What my face might be
Damn your shameful lies
As my conscience, it dies
Stop and listen as silence 
Roars out in the night
One can't fake that anger and 
Oh, it's shining so bright
Is this my fault
I will light it up to see
I will light it up
I don't really see
I don't want to be
Is this my fault?
I don't see inside of me 
A moment turns to infinity
I don't want to see 
What my face might be
Damn your shameful lies 
As my conscience it dies
I just might hurt you, my friend
All that was left for me 
Was destructive in misery
I blame you for all that I did
It's eating me bit by bit
How can all this be true
I blame it all on you
Electrocuted with a sense of loss
Anxiety will see me through
Flipping through the pages 
Of a mind that hurts me
Sometimes I wish that I could 
Eject from this seat
Of pain I'm fuckin' placed in 
And let it go
You tell me what you think of me 
And my sense of energetic rage 
Compiled into a ball of anxiety
Do I need your help? 
Do I need you?\