作词 : Mascis Embarrassed to be alive Sit with my life, open wide Your stare is forcing my face open A leper crumbling, never joking Who should i believe Safest to wallow in my own esteem Afraid, stick my neck out Knowing the day has drawn I'm a leper Scared beyond this feeling I dare to escape A leper Doomed to this My life is chosen to rape Embarrassed to be alive Sit with my life open wide Your stare is forcing my face open A leper crumbling never joking I'm a leper Scared beyond this feeling I dare to escape A leper Doomed to this My life is chosen to rape [listen to this solo!] I'm a leper Leper Leper