[00:00.000] 作词 : Luellen, Joshua
[00:01.000] 作曲 : Luellen, Joshua
[00:07.50]Yeah, you already know what it is (Swerve)
[00:12.74]It's noisy off the set path
[00:15.98]How can I make choices I've yet to discover we have?
[00:19.05]Must need rehab
[00:20.97]If you think you know me from the facets
[00:22.48]They show these folks to get money, I gotta laugh
[00:25.32]How funny it is you don't realize the skill
[00:27.83]Lies in knowing within the truth there's still lies
[00:30.42]It's called being civilized
[00:32.28]But not to trivialize your belief in the semi-fictionalized
[00:35.38]I am who you see
[00:37.46]What you hear is part of me
[00:39.42]But there's so much more to me
[00:41.37]So much more to be than just alive
[00:44.71]A son, a brother, a husband, a father
[00:47.98]But still can go even farther
[00:49.94]Wish and will, can go harder
[00:52.04]In that time, I went the hardest
[00:54.09]More than this generic term "artist."
[00:56.25]A reality smith, you love my craftsmanship
[00:59.83]Because I craft some **** to make my people proud
[01:03.21]And so I speak aloud, but not loud enough yet
[01:06.49]Or as loud as I can get
[01:08.05]They think I ain't a threat
[01:09.73]But all preconceived notions, I've arrived
[01:12.38]To Offset
[01:15.70]I was 17 years old when I had you (When I had you)
[01:19.49]Tryna find my soul when I had you (When I had you)
[01:22.87]I was oh so broke when I had you (When I had you)
[01:25.81]Locked up down the road when I had you (When I had you)
[01:29.16]Jordan, sorry I wasn't there for all your birthdays
[01:32.17]I tried to hit, I wasn't rich, and had no workplace
[01:35.11]My son Kody, he three, rappin' already like me
[01:38.82]Ridin' in the car, you don't play me, then he gon' scream
[01:42.08]Kalia, you my first, first daughter
[01:44.64]I missed the first years of your life, I'm sorry
[01:48.04]Tell the truth, I ain't really know if I was your father
[01:51.15]Tell the truth, I really don't even know your mama
[01:54.50]But I had to step up, my daddy had left us
[01:57.56]Even though we gotta catch up, pray to God that he bless us
[02:00.67]I'ma keep grindin' for my kids, never gon' let up
[02:04.01]I'ma put the money up for y'all, I can't be selfish
[02:07.39]Had a baby as a kid, mama kicked me out
[02:10.50]Had to go and hit a lick, tryna put food in your mouth
[02:13.95]Then I got caught for the ****, in the pen when she pushed you out
[02:16.90]Your mama tried to push me down, ain't let me stay at the house
[02:20.10]I was 17 years old when I had you (When I had you)
[02:23.50]Tryna find my soul when I had you (When I had you)
[02:26.80]I was oh so broke when I had you (When I had you)
[02:29.92]Locked up down the road when I had you (When I had you)
[02:33.20]Jordan, sorry I wasn't there for all your birthdays
[02:36.22]I tried to hit, I wasn't rich, and had no workplace
[02:39.16]My son Kody, he three, rappin' already like me
[02:42.70]Ridin' in the car, you don't play me, then he gon' scream
[02:46.09]I'm a father of four, gotta get that cash, gold
[02:49.25]Keep my past closed, 'member I ain't had no dough
[02:52.51]Spend a big bag on clothes, Gucci from the head to toes
[02:55.70]Not two, not three, all four, that's all they know
[02:58.91]Kulture, remind me of my grandma, feel like she is closer
[03:03.28]Gotta thank your mama, she hold me like holsters
[03:06.50]Gotta protect her from the world, I can't even post her
[03:09.75]Ups and downs in this fame, roller coaster
[03:12.91]If I don't ball, then everything 'round me fall
[03:16.01]I'm prayin' to God to watch my kids, that's my all...
[03:24.26]I was 17 years old when I had you (When I had you)
[03:27.73]Tryna find my soul when I had you (When I had you)
[03:30.96]I was oh so broke when I had you (When I had you)
[03:34.04]Locked up down the road when I had you (When I had you)
[03:37.29]Jordan, sorry I wasn't there for all your birthdays
[03:40.33]I tried to hit, I wasn't rich, and had no workplace
[03:43.25]My son Kody, he three, rappin' already like me
[03:46.76]Ridin' in the car, you don't play me, then he gon' scream
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