It's an early winter
Cold enough to piss you off
But I'm still sweating in my car
Driving to your side of town
And I still get nervous
Even thought I have no right to
'Cause we don't talk the way I'd like to, no
Maybe I'm paranoid 'cause
You probably told me too much
But do I have a choice when
I only see you ****** up?
And so I'm reaching out 'cause
These old habits die hard
And I'm not here for second chances
Really, I just wanna say
"Hey, I hope that you're okay
I've been drinking about you every single weekend
And I hate they don't like that
But I'm really afraid that you're back in your ways
Can't help that I wanna save you
Have too much from your ex and I worry 'bout the old you
And it's scary 'cause you might too
So just know that I'm here for you"
It's not really my place, no
I shouldn't spend the energy
But that's just what you meant to me
I just want to see you be happier
Even if it is with her
Swear I put my heartache to the side
If it could make you feel alright
But maybe I'm paranoid 'cause
You probably told me too much
And I'm not here for second chances
Really, I just wanna say
"Hey, I hope that you're okay
I've been drinking about you every single weekend
And I hate they don't like that
But I'm really afraid that you're back in your ways
Can't help that I wanna save you
Have too much from your ex and I worry 'bout the old you
And it's scary 'cause you might too
So just know that I'm here for you"
Even though you're not there for me
Know that I'll be right here for you
Even though you're not there for me
Just know that I'm here for you