作曲 : Austin, Blige, Cox, Dean 作词 : AUSTIN, JOHNTA M/BLIGE, MARY/COX, BRYAN MICHAEL/DEAN, KENDRICK I remember [Verse 1:] Back before the record deal And the cars and the cribs And the way that things Took off I was signin' at Lucy's On 1-25th Just tryin' my best To get on Back when Me and Puff And B.I.G. was kids And I knew Jodeci I was young and tough And fresh in love And it was all a dream Signing a contract No guiding light Just hopin' I I can get out The projects And get my family right 'Cause they were my life In the Red Zones In the Bentley's You can catch me Tryna do me I was jaded on the block I coulda faded on the block But I made it off the block And I I remember Back when I didn't know Which way to live I remember Back when pain was All I had to give The reflections Of my life I see the Lessons that I've learned And now I know Heartbreak don't exist When it's been Torn apart By love [Verse 2:] I use to throw a fit I use to shed a doubt And blame it on a man But that was Mary than And this is Mary now You gotta understand It's about how we Respect ourselves And the men have no control Of our self-esteem And when we see that Then we can Let go Now I made some mistakes I lost some friends along The way But I don't carry it Because it made me A better chick Its my life And I know that there's More for me to see I may not be What I'm suppose to But I can Tell you right now I ain't what I use to be