messy ()-Hammy Space first When I think about the past That s**t just stress me depress me Make my wrist messy Why is it so hard to be happy I just wanna be with you baby I just wanna ball with you baby Glo up in the mall With me maybe And I would spend it all for you Yeah I know you know it's true Like my jeans Yeah they be religion Pockets full of grams I keep on sinning All this pain It's ****ing never ending I've been going through it Need a minute Laying in my bed I know I'm not s**t Think about my life I wanna off it All these fake friends Acting toxic Blowing up my phone Can you stop it Just stop it Just stop it Just stop it And I would give my all for you Just to stop this heart abuse When I think about the past That s**t just stress me depress me Make my wrist messy Why is it so hard to be happy I just wanna be with you baby Meet me in hell I'll be waiting Please be here soon 'Cause I'm decaying Look you in the eyes I start breaking B***h you ain't the same You keep changing Why you say you love me Know you faking This the type of s**t That keep me isolating Myself from everyone I miss the days when I was young I keep folding Under pressure I keep fighting Just to feel worse Not getting better I hope the drugs work They never do they just leave me and my soul hurt When I think about the past That s**t just stress me depress me Make my wrist messy Why is it so hard to be happy I just wanna be with you baby Baby with you baby yeah