[00:00.00]messy ()-Hammy [00:23.224]Space first [00:24.168]When I think about the past [00:25.672]That s**t just stress me depress me [00:28.888]Make my wrist messy [00:30.920]Why is it so hard to be happy [00:33.880]I just wanna be with you baby [00:36.911]I just wanna ball with you baby [00:39.744]Glo up in the mall [00:41.128]With me maybe [00:43.538]And I would spend it all for you [00:46.619]Yeah I know you know it's true [00:49.523]Like my jeans [00:50.587]Yeah they be religion [00:52.571]Pockets full of grams [00:53.827]I keep on sinning [00:55.587]All this pain [00:56.347]It's ****ing never ending [00:58.531]I've been going through it [00:59.843]Need a minute [01:01.579]Laying in my bed [01:02.667]I know I'm not s**t [01:04.611]Think about my life [01:05.698]I wanna off it [01:07.675]All these fake friends [01:08.803]Acting toxic [01:10.438]Blowing up my phone [01:11.686]Can you stop it [01:14.238]Just stop it [01:15.94]Just stop it [01:17.142]Just stop it [01:18.966]And I would give my all for you [01:21.710]Just to stop this heart abuse [01:24.486]When I think about the past [01:25.702]That s**t just stress me depress me [01:28.822]Make my wrist messy [01:30.870]Why is it so hard to be happy [01:33.846]I just wanna be with you baby [01:37.62]Meet me in hell [01:38.151]I'll be waiting [01:39.822]Please be here soon [01:40.942]'Cause I'm decaying [01:42.822]Look you in the eyes [01:43.878]I start breaking [01:45.998]B***h you ain't the same [01:46.902]You keep changing [01:48.742]Why you say you love me [01:50.214]Know you faking [01:51.630]This the type of s**t [01:52.574]That keep me isolating [01:54.502]Myself from everyone [01:57.06]I miss the days when I was young [02:00.606]I keep folding [02:02.38]Under pressure [02:03.406]I keep fighting [02:04.878]Just to feel worse [02:06.494]Not getting better [02:07.790]I hope the drugs work [02:09.359]They never do they just leave me and my soul hurt [02:12.286]When I think about the past [02:13.577]That s**t just stress me depress me [02:16.745]Make my wrist messy [02:18.897]Why is it so hard to be happy [02:21.882]I just wanna be with you baby [02:26.192]Baby with you baby yeah