This is my first confession my father its 
So hard spilling my heart like gaza strip 
So far I'm scarred like its part of my skin 
Its carved in by anger my cardanal sin 
My heart large as a lion 
The stingers barb had to hit steve now 
I believe 
I'm dyin I need your guidance need the light thats whiter 
The the silas needing your vibrance 
To silence the violent voices the poison 
Avoid the poison the paranoid choices destroying 
The gift of life that you gave me 
Maybe a kiss goodnight from your lady the meaning of life 
Then why would you make a world when you scream help they hide 
Know why cause life's a xxxxx but you still here gotta thank god for it [Chorus] 
But I'm falling what else can 
I say I'm fadin away 
I'm fading away 
I'm fading away 
I'm falling what else can 
I say I'm fadin away 
I'm fading away 
I'm fading away [Verse 2] 
Its been two years since the last time we spoke 
I broke the codes of the cannon law you wrote 
The stone carved commandments 
Feels outlandish live by the laws or vanish 
Banished to pandoras box 
If I'm real sorry and branish a cross am 
I lost For my life time yeah you watch as a witness 
Done some real dumb drunk xxxx need your forgiveness 
A sickness its self inflicted my world revolved around girls 
An egyptian curse an addiction swimming in sex 
Ma said show women the respect they deserve 
Six six six isn't fiction either listen or your existace will burn 
Or the tables will turn on you 
Those ladies are humans too you abused that 
And I knew did it for amusement 
Now its on my back like a baboon grooming 
Assuming your losing your patience 
If I regain your grace will 
I have a place in ur kingdom 
Or am I facing extinction the day where the human race starts sinking 
Is near pardon my heart almighty 
Just another part of society 
I'm sorry 
Yeah I lied and 
I stole from thy neighbour 
Fornicated way yeah 
I played up 
I haven't made a sunday mass since twelve 
Will I ever leave this world 
Yeah I lied and 
I stole from thy neighbour 
Fornicated way yeah 
I played up 
My behavior is blasphemy 
Will it all come back to me we'll just to wait n see [Chorus] 
But I'm falling what else can 
I say I'm fadin away 
I'm fading away 
I'm fading away 
I'm falling what else can 
I say I'm fadin away 
I'm fading away 
I'm fading away