kill!
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I cant remember confronting these extreme Forms of violence.
Knee-deep in mud,
where skies weep leaden Tears and blood.
It’s hard to breathe
Within this thick cloak of sulphurous mist
Conjuring slaughtering soldiers into sickening silhouettes.
From this forsaken battlefield no soul can be dismissed.
As if the devil is in charge, giving orders from the depths of the abyss.
Goddamn! it’s coming hard.
Fire fight and waves of bombardments
blowing soil, bone and flesh apart.
Running to survive maybe the last private still alive.
Suddenly it stops!
i turn and see no enemy
there’s nothing behind me.
So strange to see
A still image of this infernal reality.
staring at shrapnel and bullets on an incomplete journey.
When suicide
Burdens my mind
I’m startle by a horrible screaming from behind.
Luring me to a spot where a friend of my platoon.
Walked into an ambush, he screamed:
”please kill me ! chralie’s coming soon!”“
My 1911 is too loud,
that’s why i reach for the knife.
Then again, hesitation!
I cannot take his life!
Goddamned fucking gooks!
he’s captured by the enemy
Dragged away for days of torture
screaming These last words at me
“You son of a whore should be terrified!”
“ In this hell I'll wait for you!“
And right before I step on that mine I ask myself
“Aid he just spoke the truth?"“
Briefly I comprehend,
all this time I was damned
His grudge keeps me in hell for eternity
Every time I die he waits for me
This is my destiny…