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作词 : Cameron Philip |
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作曲 : Cameron Philip |
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Can't sleep, feel like everybody hate me. |
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And I really wouldn't blame them. |
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I should feel amazing. |
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But I've never been amazing |
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ever since all of the changes. |
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Life about the painful, pain filled moments in the rain but |
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it's been difficult to stay tough. |
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Know I didn't say enough, and know you couldn't wait up. |
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Fell behind and I gave up. |
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But there's one thing that I want you to know. |
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I just wanna say my s**t and then I promise I'll go. |
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I've been tryna find the words that'll finally show. |
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I'm a little bit more than a boy with no hope. |
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I'm a little bit s**t when it comes to love, |
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not the feeling but the everything else involved. |
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I've been feeling like an enemy, that's my fault. |
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And nobody is a friend to me, they fell off. |
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Don't give a ****. |
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Let me talk about you and I. |
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Let me talk about the old days when you'd cry. |
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Let me talk about back when we used to try. |
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Way back when we'd take walks under the sky. |
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But you say you're fine, well that's alright. |
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Now can you tell me why the **** I'm missing you tonight. |
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Can you tell me why the **** you sing inside my mind. |
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Can you tell me why the **** that everything feels so so... |
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Different now. |
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Everybody moved on except for me. |
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But everything different now. |
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And I know that you gone while I still bleed. |
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So it's all different now. |
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And I know that I'm wrong but can't you see, |
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and it's so different now. |
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It's so so different now. |
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(different now) |
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(everything different now) |
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(so so different now) |
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(different) |
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Tonight well I wrote you an essay for real. |
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I asked you if all of this s**t was for real. |
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Like how do you feel, like isn't it weird. |
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To look at my life without a stupid mirror. |
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Well isn't it clear, yea didn't you hear |
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that I'm going crazy I lay in my tears. |
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I'm living in fear, I'm thinking it's near. |
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That one ******* day you will never be here. |
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And one ******* day then I'll have had enough. |
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Yea all of the fighting and all of the stuff |
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that you and I went through and acted all tough. |
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That s**t will be gone I'll no longer be cuffed. |
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But I will be free, and I will become. |
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A shadow of the boy that you really loved. |
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But how did the darkness come out of the sun? |
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And how is it hardest when you've got the gun. |
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Let me talk about you and I. |
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Let me talk about the old days when you'd cry. |
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Let me talk about back when we used to try. |
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Way back when we'd take walks under the sky. |
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But you say you're fine, well that's alright. |
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Now can you tell me why the **** I'm missing you tonight. |
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Can you tell me why the **** you sing inside my mind. |
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Can you tell me why the **** that everything feels so so... |
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Different now. |
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Everybody moved on except for me. |
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But everything different now. |
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And I know that you gone while I still bleed. |
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So it's all different now. |
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And I know that I'm wrong but can't you see, |
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and it's so different now. |
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It's so so different now. |
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(different now) |
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(everything different now) |
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(so so different now) |
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(different) |
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Looking back yea you and I were best friends. |
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And I know that I never held my end... up. |
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What I'd do for one chance... but |
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You gave me millions didn't you, right? |
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Acted like I was killing you didn't you, right? |
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Said I love you in your notebook, didn't you write? |
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Said I love you gave me hope but, didn't we fight? |
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Now I hang around while you're busy living your life. |
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Yea you're living your life. Tell me isn't it nice? |
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No more up worrying about all of my lies. |
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Yea all of my lies, yea no more goodbyes. |
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Yea this is the price, yea isn't it nice? |
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Yea isn't it nice that you better than me. |
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Life great while I'm sweating in a hundred degrees. |
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My fate begging heaven while I'm on to my knees. |
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Heart locked while I'm living and you're holding the keys. |
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Let me talk about you and I. |
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Let me talk about the old days when you'd cry. |
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Let me talk about back when we used to try. |
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Way back when we'd take walks under the sky. |
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But you say you're fine, well that's alright. |
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Now can you tell me why the **** I'm missing you tonight. |
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Can you tell me why the **** you sing inside my mind. |
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Can you tell me why the **** that everything feels so so... |
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Different now. |
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Everybody moved on except for me. |
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But everything different now. |
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And I know that you gone while I still bleed. |
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So it's all different now. |
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And I know that I'm wrong but can't you see, |
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and it's so different now. |
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It's so so different now. |
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(different now) |
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(everything different now) |
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(so so different now) |
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(different) |