If you hear me call you, would you be there for me? If I speak your name out loud, would you feel what I say? I might move some things 'cause I need to change I need to change for me but I do nothing for you Put the blame on me for everything that you do now Ask me if I'm doing well and I'm fronting By myself and I'm 'bout to hit a hundred Said you could tell I'm already off of something And I'm in Hell, is this really what you wanted? We always on again and off again She said, "I liked you more when you ain't have no confidence" She's sending paragraphs and I just don't respond to it Was tryna hear you out but I'm already off of it And I think of you and the spiderwebs And how they held us together And I think of you and how you breath And I hope you do, forever If you could let me know where I stand, babe Standing here with an open hand, babe Put the blame on me, baby, I'm sorry You gotta wait on me, but c'est la vie Know it hurts, I'm the worst Always search for the meaning And I can't find it (I can't find it) Can you feel these things that I say to you? Keep it real, you know I won't play with you Feel like maybe that's what I was made to do And I don't want everything that I could change for you Why I can't look at you the same way? Change place, then maybe we could save face You pushed me away but I'm a sucker for the chase And you sent me a message And I don't think I'll erase that So maybe we should face facts Me and you together never worked But I can't say that (I can't say that) But I can't say it Sometimes it feels like we're sinking and I can't save it The message that you sent me in the night It used to be the same when I wake up by your side I see you every time I close my eyes I wanna make you mine but you can't make up your mind You ask me, what holds us together The spiderwebs, they won't last forever Now I'm a wreck, but I'm gon' remember The memories, of you I'll always treasure Of you, I'll always treasure Of you, I'll always treasure