Walking in the countryside It seems that the winds have stopped I took down the posters from my wall Left letters for you all I remember moments of happiness Endless summer, acoustic guitars Being a man made me coarse When I wanted to be delicate I called up Eugene Told him I was drowning I called up Eugene Told him I was drowning Like a castaway on a warm ocean Waiting for a purpose to rise They say it's not becoming For a boy my age If you want to know what makes me sad Well it's hope, the endurance of faith A battle that lasts a lifetime A fight that never ends Walking in the countryside It seems that the winds have stopped Tell my mother I am sorry And I loved her