| [00:00.000] | 作词 : One_Z |
| [00:01.000] | 作曲 : One_Z |
| [00:11.424] | 编曲:Redkiller |
| [00:17.173] | 我讨厌这样的自己 |
| [00:23.168] | 我讨厌这样的自己 |
| [00:24.918] | 我在演戏 |
| [00:28.170] | 扮演着不同的角色去演绎 却像 喜剧 |
| [00:30.176] | 衬托了猪脚的靓丽 |
| [00:32.671] | 观众却不考虑我的演技 |
| [00:35.669] | 人生如棋我没有坚定不移 |
| [00:38.678] | 但只有说唱是我一直以来的动力 |
| [00:41.174] | 喜欢黑夜讨厌刺眼的阳光 |
| [00:42.176] | 照在身上的每一处 |
| [00:43.925] | 宅在家里 麻醉自己 |
| [00:45.419] | 早就忘记 曾踩过的路 |
| [00:47.669] | 你说是金子就总会发光 |
| [00:50.677] | 可是他是金子而我恨铁却不成钢 |
| [00:53.675] | 每天都被灌输着所谓的心灵鸡汤 |
| [00:56.672] | 长大后却感觉到心里莫名的发慌 |
| [00:59.168] | 你是否像我一样不知何去何从 |
| [01:00.917] | 到现在变得越来越怂 |
| [01:02.422] | 日子过得越来越穷 |
| [01:06.679] | 可是生活还得继续 死去是最好的结局 |
| [01:06.939] | 人前的你 |
| [01:08.427] | 笑的总是无忧无虑 |
| [01:09.920] | 可你一到了夜里 |
| [01:11.425] | 你却卸下那伪装的面具 |
| [01:14.422] | 我叫做OneZ今年刚19还不到20 |
| [01:17.675] | 我希望你能喜欢我认真去写的歌词 |
| [01:20.428] | 我不喜欢听老师讲课 |
| [01:20.917] | 因为觉得啰嗦 |
| [01:23.167] | 不如放学回宿舍去拿的那些包裹 |
| [01:25.341] | 我只好沉溺在自己的世界 |
| [01:27.100] | 他们认为重要的事情 |
| [01:28.851] | 在我这里 昙花一现 |
| [01:31.836] | 脑海曾闪烁过无数次的对你再见 |
| [01:35.335] | 这世界对我来说到底有什么地方值得我可留恋 |
| [01:36.840] | 可是我又不敢 还是想做一些改变 |
| [01:41.587] | 我想让自己的生活增加一点点的画面 |
| [01:43.335] | 说实话我并不怕输 |
| [01:46.087] | 但是我怕结果对不起我的付出 |
| [01:49.094] | 一切努力全部白费懒癌患者继续颓废 |
| [01:50.846] | 时间总是把我击退 |
| [01:52.082] | 想要的东西太贵 |
| [01:53.754] | 所以变的越来越讨厌 |
| [01:55.013] | 不喜欢与人相见 |
| [01:56.750] | 商场刺眼的光线 |
| [01:59.513] | 一切都与我无缘 |
| [02:04.750] | 我讨厌这样的自己 |
| [02:11.247] | 我讨厌这样的自己 |
| [02:17.263] | 我讨厌这样的自己 |
| [00:00.000] | zuo ci : One_Z |
| [00:01.000] | zuo qu : One_Z |
| [00:11.424] | bian qu: Redkiller |
| [00:17.173] | wo tao yan zhe yang de zi ji |
| [00:23.168] | wo tao yan zhe yang de zi ji |
| [00:24.918] | wo zai yan xi |
| [00:28.170] | ban yan zhe bu tong de jue se qu yan yi que xiang xi ju |
| [00:30.176] | chen tuo le zhu jiao de liang li |
| [00:32.671] | guan zhong que bu kao lv wo de yan ji |
| [00:35.669] | ren sheng ru qi wo mei you jian ding bu yi |
| [00:38.678] | dan zhi you shuo chang shi wo yi zhi yi lai de dong li |
| [00:41.174] | xi huan hei ye tao yan ci yan de yang guang |
| [00:42.176] | zhao zai shen shang de mei yi chu |
| [00:43.925] | zhai zai jia li ma zui zi ji |
| [00:45.419] | zao jiu wang ji ceng cai guo de lu |
| [00:47.669] | ni shuo shi jin zi jiu zong hui fa guang |
| [00:50.677] | ke shi ta shi jin zi er wo hen tie que bu cheng gang |
| [00:53.675] | mei tian du bei guan shu zhe suo wei de xin ling ji tang |
| [00:56.672] | zhang da hou que gan jue dao xin li mo ming de fa huang |
| [00:59.168] | ni shi fou xiang wo yi yang bu zhi he qu he cong |
| [01:00.917] | dao xian zai bian de yue lai yue song |
| [01:02.422] | ri zi guo de yue lai yue qiong |
| [01:06.679] | ke shi sheng huo hai de ji xu si qu shi zui hao de jie ju |
| [01:06.939] | ren qian de ni |
| [01:08.427] | xiao de zong shi wu you wu lv |
| [01:09.920] | ke ni yi dao le ye li |
| [01:11.425] | ni que xie xia na wei zhuang de mian ju |
| [01:14.422] | wo jiao zuo OneZ jin nian gang 19 hai bu dao 20 |
| [01:17.675] | wo xi wang ni neng xi huan wo ren zhen qu xie de ge ci |
| [01:20.428] | wo bu xi huan ting lao shi jiang ke |
| [01:20.917] | yin wei jue de luo suo |
| [01:23.167] | bu ru fang xue hui su she qu na de nei xie bao guo |
| [01:25.341] | wo zhi hao chen ni zai zi ji de shi jie |
| [01:27.100] | ta men ren wei zhong yao de shi qing |
| [01:28.851] | zai wo zhe li tan hua yi xian |
| [01:31.836] | nao hai ceng shan shuo guo wu shu ci de dui ni zai jian |
| [01:35.335] | zhe shi jie dui wo lai shuo dao di you shen me di fang zhi de wo ke liu lian |
| [01:36.840] | ke shi wo you bu gan hai shi xiang zuo yi xie gai bian |
| [01:41.587] | wo xiang rang zi ji de sheng huo zeng jia yi dian dian de hua mian |
| [01:43.335] | shuo shi hua wo bing bu pa shu |
| [01:46.087] | dan shi wo pa jie guo dui bu qi wo de fu chu |
| [01:49.094] | yi qie nu li quan bu bai fei lan ai huan zhe ji xu tui fei |
| [01:50.846] | shi jian zong shi ba wo ji tui |
| [01:52.082] | xiang yao de dong xi tai gui |
| [01:53.754] | suo yi bian de yue lai yue tao yan |
| [01:55.013] | bu xi huan yu ren xiang jian |
| [01:56.750] | shang chang ci yan de guang xian |
| [01:59.513] | yi qie dou yu wo wu yuan |
| [02:04.750] | wo tao yan zhe yang de zi ji |
| [02:11.247] | wo tao yan zhe yang de zi ji |
| [02:17.263] | wo tao yan zhe yang de zi ji |
| [00:00.000] | zuò cí : One_Z |
| [00:01.000] | zuò qǔ : One_Z |
| [00:11.424] | biān qǔ: Redkiller |
| [00:17.173] | wǒ tǎo yàn zhè yàng de zì jǐ |
| [00:23.168] | wǒ tǎo yàn zhè yàng de zì jǐ |
| [00:24.918] | wǒ zài yǎn xì |
| [00:28.170] | bàn yǎn zhe bù tóng de jué sè qù yǎn yì què xiàng xǐ jù |
| [00:30.176] | chèn tuō le zhū jiǎo de liàng lì |
| [00:32.671] | guān zhòng què bù kǎo lǜ wǒ de yǎn jì |
| [00:35.669] | rén shēng rú qí wǒ méi yǒu jiān dìng bù yí |
| [00:38.678] | dàn zhǐ yǒu shuō chàng shì wǒ yī zhí yǐ lái de dòng lì |
| [00:41.174] | xǐ huān hēi yè tǎo yàn cì yǎn de yáng guāng |
| [00:42.176] | zhào zài shēn shàng de měi yī chù |
| [00:43.925] | zhái zài jiā lǐ má zuì zì jǐ |
| [00:45.419] | zǎo jiù wàng jì céng cǎi guò de lù |
| [00:47.669] | nǐ shuō shì jīn zi jiù zǒng huì fā guāng |
| [00:50.677] | kě shì tā shì jīn zi ér wǒ hèn tiě què bù chéng gāng |
| [00:53.675] | měi tiān dū bèi guàn shū zhe suǒ wèi de xīn líng jī tāng |
| [00:56.672] | zhǎng dà hòu què gǎn jué dào xīn lǐ mò míng de fā huāng |
| [00:59.168] | nǐ shì fǒu xiàng wǒ yí yàng bù zhī hé qù hé cóng |
| [01:00.917] | dào xiàn zài biàn de yuè lái yuè sǒng |
| [01:02.422] | rì zi guò de yuè lái yuè qióng |
| [01:06.679] | kě shì shēng huó hái dé jì xù sǐ qù shì zuì hǎo de jié jú |
| [01:06.939] | rén qián de nǐ |
| [01:08.427] | xiào de zǒng shì wú yōu wú lǜ |
| [01:09.920] | kě nǐ yí dào le yè lǐ |
| [01:11.425] | nǐ què xiè xià nà wěi zhuāng de miàn jù |
| [01:14.422] | wǒ jiào zuò OneZ jīn nián gāng 19 hái bú dào 20 |
| [01:17.675] | wǒ xī wàng nǐ néng xǐ huān wǒ rèn zhēn qù xiě de gē cí |
| [01:20.428] | wǒ bù xǐ huān tīng lǎo shī jiǎng kè |
| [01:20.917] | yīn wèi jué de luō suo |
| [01:23.167] | bù rú fàng xué huí sù shè qù ná de nèi xiē bāo guǒ |
| [01:25.341] | wǒ zhǐ hǎo chén nì zài zì jǐ de shì jiè |
| [01:27.100] | tā men rèn wéi zhòng yào de shì qíng |
| [01:28.851] | zài wǒ zhè lǐ tán huā yī xiàn |
| [01:31.836] | nǎo hǎi céng shǎn shuò guò wú shù cì de duì nǐ zài jiàn |
| [01:35.335] | zhè shì jiè duì wǒ lái shuō dào dǐ yǒu shén me dì fang zhí de wǒ kě liú liàn |
| [01:36.840] | kě shì wǒ yòu bù gǎn hái shì xiǎng zuò yī xiē gǎi biàn |
| [01:41.587] | wǒ xiǎng ràng zì jǐ de shēng huó zēng jiā yì diǎn diǎn de huà miàn |
| [01:43.335] | shuō shí huà wǒ bìng bù pà shū |
| [01:46.087] | dàn shì wǒ pà jié guǒ duì bù qǐ wǒ de fù chū |
| [01:49.094] | yī qiè nǔ lì quán bù bái fèi lǎn ái huàn zhě jì xù tuí fèi |
| [01:50.846] | shí jiān zǒng shì bǎ wǒ jī tuì |
| [01:52.082] | xiǎng yào de dōng xī tài guì |
| [01:53.754] | suǒ yǐ biàn de yuè lái yuè tǎo yàn |
| [01:55.013] | bù xǐ huān yú rén xiāng jiàn |
| [01:56.750] | shāng chǎng cì yǎn de guāng xiàn |
| [01:59.513] | yī qiè dōu yǔ wǒ wú yuán |
| [02:04.750] | wǒ tǎo yàn zhè yàng de zì jǐ |
| [02:11.247] | wǒ tǎo yàn zhè yàng de zì jǐ |
| [02:17.263] | wǒ tǎo yàn zhè yàng de zì jǐ |